I've finally stopped crying...

[r__nb_wmajik]

...but my heart still hurts. I feel ripped open. Raw

Comments

[vapor_myst]

hey darling. i feel similar. and i dont know what to do about it.

[rashnique]

Try going to a church? The Vineyard is great and I think you would like it and they are very accepting.

[petrockstar79]

church is good. the other thing is, if you aren't already happy with yourself, even finding the best someone-to-love-you ever is not going to make you all better, yo. you're pretty introspective anyway, so this will sound redundant, but you need to concentrate on yourself. be happy on your own before you try throwing someone else's emotions, moods, craziness...into the mix.
also, ani will do that to you. there was a period during my sophomore year where a song of hers really spoke to me. i would turn up the stereo in my room ALL THE WAY, turn out all the lights and lay prostrate on the floor. then i died. a little bit. every day. you're not weird or crazy. unless i am too. oh, wait.