Get out of my head, damn you! I need my brain right now... I have too much riding on this week... like whether I fail calculus or not. I can't stop thinking about you and it's driving me crazy.

I hate myself sometimes and my life and everything that happens to me in my life. When will things turn around for me? Will they ever? I keep hoping that that they will.. I have always hoped and waited patiently for my life to improve but it seems like things only get worse. If I look back to the last few years, the things that I remember best are ( Read more... )

Oh no.. here we go again. Stupid movie and stupid dream! I always have these incredible dreams and then everything comes back... I knew it was too good to be true. I couldn't have been ok with it so fast. Why now, when I have so much work to do for next week??! This sucks. I wish life were like the movies or like my dreams. I don't understand why ( Read more... )

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Oh boy...

It was a very interesting weekend. My friend was very surprised and she loved the party I threw for her. Even though I have a test tomorrow I ended up staying over till Sunday and of course we got no sleep (maybe 3hours). Haha, I just remembered that on the subway this drunk man came and sat beside me and started talking to me. He was really freaky ( Read more... )

Wow, this week is going to be crazy. I'm going to actually be having fun for a change (or so i presume). First, this Sat a concert, then on Monday I'll get to see a friend I met over the summer in Quebec. Thursday I'm going to the symphony with a certain someone, and the next weekend is the surprise party for my friend. Maybe it doesn't sound like ( Read more... )

I need a break from all of this. School is getting so mundane. I actually shouldn't complain so much cause university is much better than high school, socially speaking, and in general I finally feel like I COULD have a life (if I had the time). In high school I had all the time in the world but nothing much to do and now it's the exact opposite. I ( Read more... )

Yey!!! I got my G ( Read more... )

( new year survey stolen from jen )