I couldn’t help it, the tears just came. I mournfully paced to my room, and fell on my bed. I seized my pillow and held it there tightly, crying into it. I yelled out “God, help me!”, but I haven’t received an answer yet. I kept thinking to myself “I am the problem, what an idiot I am.” My anger now took over…I couldn’t control myself. I ( Read more... )

So finally my schedule has come for my freshman year! Rachelle, we don't have bio togather sadly :C( but we do have english ^___^ Here's my schedule ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been a bit busy. I had vacation bible school* I had so much fun! ^___^*, Steubenville South * I've never been so scared in my life, and alone at the same time *, Vacation to florida * I touched a wild shark *, and that's about it. Marching band camp is about to start in a week and a half, and I just can't ( Read more... )

I hate the way you lie to me
I hate the way you made those promises
I hate the way you changed
I hate the way you'd rather hang with them
I hate the way you hurt me
I hate the way you ignore me
I hate the way you don’t care
I hate the way you make me cry
I hate the way you let me fall
But most of all, I hate you for what you've become

Accommodate, adapt, adjust, alter, alternate, commute, convert, diminish, diverge, diversify, evolve, fluctuate, make innovations, make over, merge, metamorphose, moderate...All mean to Change. Change; to cause to be different. To cause to be different…why must I ask? I’ve only come up with 3 reasons why to cause to be different ( Read more... )

“A freshman...no way.” In august of 2003 I was thirsting for the summer. So I acquired my wish...but why am I now regretting it? It's a question that I've asked myself many times ( Read more... )

*last day of school 5/27/04 * “For Christ sakes, it's the last day of school! Let's just take the fricken exam!" I said in disgust. It was 10:00 am. Mrs. Murphy *art teacher* was giving us 30 minutes to study, but all I wanted to do is take her stupid final and get it over with. 10:15...time is going too slow. I look to my right. Holly rolls her ( Read more... )