i strongly believe that by this time next in 2008, i will be in florida.

There was a silly little battle in which no one came out a victor. It was like one of those games of War that goes on too long; cards are exchanged and someone is on the ups, but by the end of the game its a twin concession that the game is not worth finishing. It was not worth finishing, nor was it worth starting.

occassionally i smell the faint stench of meth and the really strong lip gloss i used to always use.
it makes my stomach churn, still. i've been taking a much needed break lately.

my childhood friend samantha pissed dirty for herion/crank on her piss test.
so she's locked up for a reeeally long time.

she's always been such a crazy ass.

When she stands up for herself and ( Read more... )

We slept(pretended to sleep) in the same bed together for five hours, and his leg only brushed mine once(but a million times in my head). And I didn't once think about someone else(you), but I've been forgotten anyways.

sell yourself short for 30 milligrams of valium and a promise that you will forget who you were by being caught up in who you weren't, elevated blood pressure that in it's magnitude brings you closer to death in the hopes of making you feel more alive. shun reason for convenience and that image of being "caught up in the moment" when the moment is ( Read more... )

i got mauled by erika and branden last night, it turned into a wet puppy kiss romp.

i love them.