no reason to write today lately i have had nuthing to write is cuz hmmm....life is boring but beside that im still waiting for the apartment to be done some time in september and im not sure if i wrote that before but ( Read more... )

well i have come to dicision which leaves me in the middle of my true feelings,.... my moms husband.... i fuckin hate him! my life has some fuck up's emotional wise cuz every time something bad happens any where no matter where no matter what i always feel guilty.. all my fault! and it is his fault hes got me too believe that. which is why i fell ( Read more... )

i guess its obvious i have'nt got better i got so angry with myself and others i took a brake from my journal but now im back. i have a bit of a new attitude and maybe but not sure things are looking up even though i have been confused alot i dont know what direction im goin in now, but now i think i know, but i wont say cuz if i dont i will be ( Read more... )

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man when will i ever stop complaining? i dont know turns out we did not get that house i am a bit exited that there is a apartment complex we have a chance at so please pray for me!! ahh... who reads any ways? whats the point i dont receive advice that i crave......fuck it....peace `till next time ( Read more... )

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my any things have been goin on for me and i dont know what to do when im faced with a problem. i get a bit confused and scared but i could say things are getting a little better we finally got a house and will move in as soon as we get the ok to and i am a bit exited in a way im scared cuz who knows what lies a head and i dont know what will ( Read more... )

what to do now i know that things are'nt gonna get better right away, but....my cuzins girl is here from georgia....and she is really really cool and nice to! and im bored now and im just drinkin my pepsi im a bit worried cuz my mom went with my step dad to palm springs. i have to admit im a bit afraid,and tiered so i guess i'll just wait till ( Read more... )

During this time in my life at my age i learn to appreciate my life but in the process i learn to hate it sure other people my have it worse but this is my journal bitch! so ya maybe you do have it bad but i do to even though i have gone through a lot of shit i cant write it all every thing is the same when will it change?