What's everyone looking for? I was reading over old xanga entries of mine, and some former friends, now acquaintances. Are we looking for friends? Romance? A general direction? Or is it all right in front of us? Are we wanting to change our paths in life? Can we do that, or do we need to merely accept the fact that things are the way they are? Who ( Read more... )

I had a horrible dream about my cousin Jack. We were in St.Louis this coming summer and he was sitting next to me at Aunt Barb's and Uncle Ed's. I looked over at his profile and I saw a large, purple-brownish spot on his face: a lesion. He also looked unusually pale and gaunt. I've thought about it all day, and I've felt so very guilty. Nobody ( Read more... )

Photos now on xanga

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Wow...what a day ( Read more... )

I'm a horrible person for varies reasons. I said I wouldn't let this get to me, but I am. Not only that, I'm lashing out to my favorite people. And I can't stop. I've already ruined one friendship, I don't need to ruin the best one. I'm also a horrible person for a few other reasons that I'd perfer not to put on xanga ( Read more... )

Busy week ahead ( Read more... )

So so bored ( Read more... )

My best friend is too good to me. Fighting away the shadows and pains of my past. He'll never know what it means to me.

It's over. So ends an era. I suppose it's for the best. Was it too soon? Was I in the wrong?

Ladies and gentlemen, Daniel Bullington ( Read more... )

Ugh, my computer is pissing me off infinatly. I've run virus scan probaly 7 times in the past few days, and it still is doing weird things ( Read more... )