Expressionless Lover
Tittle : Expressionless Lover
Author : Me
Rating : PG-13
Genre : Fluff, Romance
Warning : Un-betaed
Summary: What will you do if someone said that he loves you, care for you, make love to you and can’t live without you with expressionless face? How could a bitchy Kame handle this guy?
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“Why am I here?” Koki glared at Kame.
“Well, I bumped onto you on my way, then what I know is I dragged you here,” Kame shrugged as he put a tray of full food. He pulled out a chair and sat across Koki. “Hey, I treat you here, so be happy, okay?” He passed a can of soda to Koki which was accepted it unwillingly.
Koki opened the can and drank it. He took a deep breath a few seconds later and eyed Kame who was busy eating a big bowl of ramen. “Do you have any idea where we are?”
Kame slurped the noodles then looked up at Koki. “It’s obvious, right? We are in a canteen.”
Koki ck-ed. “I am not a fool. Of course I know we are in a canteen.”
“Then why did you ask?” Kame rolled his eyes.
Koki leaned forward so their faces were in the same level. “It’s not the canteen in our department, Kame. It’s a canteen in medical department!” He whispered warningly.
Kame stopped eating his ramen. “Don’t tell me I dragged you to the most boring place in our college,” he whispered back, eyes started to check everyone around them.
Koki sighed. “It’s not a boring place, Kame. I just can’t stand with all the guys here.”
“Why? They don’t seem like geeks in literature department,” Kame commented after observing his surroundings.
“It’s not about they are geek or not.”
“So?”
“It’s a place for high class people.”
Kame frowned. “You do too much watching dorama.”
Koki gaped, “I can’t believe you don’t feel suffocated by their looks or how the way they act here.”
Kame sighed. “Koki, I am not a genius. I don’t understand your theory.”
“Well, everybody knows that only high class people who can go to this department.”
Kame did not give a comment for that. He just continued eating. “You know, I don’t care. I don’t feel any pressure to be in this kind of place. Can we just enjoy our lunch? We will get the hell out of here after finishing our food.”
Koki contemplated it for a moment before digging his beef curry. “Are you in a bad mood? Not finding your prey for tonight yet?” Koki tried to make a conversation again.
“Great topic you have here, Koki. I lose my appetite.” Kame dropped the chopsticks on the table.
“Okay, I change the topic. What is it that makes you run away?”
“Excuse me?”
Koki raised one eyebrow, “It’s easy to read you. Someone ruined your day, right?”
Kame groaned, “Don’t make me recall the scene. It’s a nightmare!”
Koki grinned. “Well, you just make me more curious here. I thought you were the bitchy one, Kame?”
Kame felt insulted. “I am still a bitch and I am the one who will ruin whoever life!”
Koki rolled his eyes. It was sure not a good thing to praise about. Somehow he could not understand why Kame too open about his life or feeling. Kame crossed his hands, shutting his mouth because he got mad instantly with the visible scene about the confession which was flying around his mind. He looked anything there but Koki as he noticed Koki had not given up on bugging him to tell what happened.
Koki shook his head. It was useless to force Kame to speak. He was so hungry anyway, so he ate again but not once he let his eyes off of Kame. He turned his head to his back as he spotted Kame had looked at something for more than five minutes. It was a record because Kame never pain attention to anything, or human for exactly, for more than three minutes.
Koki whistled after seeing what steal Kame’s attention. “Great shot, Kame. He’s a big catch.”
Kame blinked. “What?”
Koki glanced to a guy who sat alone at the table near the corner. “Is it your new prey? You sure have a good taste for guys.”
“Are you kidding me? He is a weirdo!” Kame almost screamed because he did not have any interest in weird guys!
Koki smirked. “So he’s the culprit, ne?”
“To the point please?” Kame was too angry to deal with Koki’s theories.
“What did he do to you? Did he dump you?”
“What? Are you sure you are not insane?”
Koki smiled mischievously. “I am sane, Mr. Slow.”
“Who is it?” Kame really did not get it.
“For me, you are as slow as ‘Kame’ when trying to understand something. No offense, I just find you are cute with that.”
Kame felt like punching him. “He didn’t dump me, but I am!”
“So he confessed to you?”
“Hell yeah.”
“It’s not every day you meet a guy confess to you. Why didn’t you accept him as your lover?”
Kame was shocked. “I don’t want to have sex with an expressionless guy like him!”
“Who said you have to have sex with him? Why don’t you try to stick on one guy only? You can’t sleep around like a whore for the rest of your life!”
Kame stood up angrily. “I can’t get enough with one guy! I love dicks!” He glared at Koki before storming out of the canteen.
Koki shook his head. He tried many times to stop Kame from his bad habit, but it seemed like just wasting time. He could not stop Kame, but he knew there must be someone who could make Kame forgets about it. Koki did not want to be alone there so he walked away to go to the next class.
Two men were watching Koki and Kame’s silently and then approached the guy on the corner. One of them held a tray of food while the other had a plastic of drinks. They sat and then started eating.
“Your bitch was here with a guy. Like what we expected, your confession would be such a failure.”
“I don’t need your comment, Ryo,” Jin enjoyed eating his sandwich though his words kind of harsh.
“So he dumped you? What a pity.”
“Oh, shut up, Pi. He will love me anyway,” Jin said arrogantly yet his face did not express it.
Ryo and Pi whistled. “I heard he is a good fuck. I see the point why you put your eyes on him. He has nice ass,” Ryo tried to make a fight with Jin.
“For me, everything about him is nice,” Jin commented and found his best friends laughing.
Pi ruffled Jin’s hair. “Jinjin is so innocent, ne~, but that bitch sure wake something up in you.”
“Like his dick?” Ryo snickered.
Jin just ate his food calmly. Pi groaned, “You aren’t funny. You should at least punch me and Ryo right now!”
“I am not a clown. Why do I have to be funny? Moreover, I don’t want to waste my energy to punch both of you,” Jin said without seeing them.
“Okay, you are a moron,” Ryo gave up. “Just go away from my sight!”
“Yeah Jin, you can go to find that bitch and fuck him while I take care of this sulking creature,” Pi hushed Jin to go before Ryo exploded.
Jin got up. He put a cold cola can above Ryo’s head then went away. Ryo glared to the can. “I’d be dead early because of him.”
Pi sighed. “I won’t let you die before we see his smile again.”
Ryo stared at Jin’s retreating figure. “I don’t know if that bitch can make him smile.”
“Well, at least Jin loves him,” Pi said then shoved a small tomato into Ryo’s mouth.
It was twilight. The corridor was surprisingly still full of students. Kame wanted to spend the night at home without any companion. Today was too much for him. All the guys were weird in his eyes all of sudden. It was totally a ruined day. He stopped as he felt someone groped his ass, and slowly the latter lead him to an empty room. No lights turned on there, so Kame needed a time to see the face of the man.
“Hondo sensei?” Kame asked when he could see the latter face from the help of the lights that came in through the window.
The man smirked. “I’ll give you A score to make me crazy,” he said and kissed Kame straight on the lips.
What the? Kame could not process what was going on because the kiss was too rough. The lecturer was clearly an S. Fortunately, he is a hot man so Kame did not feel disgust or want to kick him on the guts. But he was just not in the mood for this. Yes, he welcomed every man who came to him, but it was a big no this time. He pushed the man to let him go but he screamed instead as a big hand squeezed his butt fiercely. Kame was getting panic. He began struggling but he could not get away. His lips hurt and the kiss silenced him from screaming for help.
And suddenly the light was on, blinding Kame and the lecturer.
“Excuse me Sir. Someone is searching for you in your office,” Jin said and snatched away Kame from the lecturer’s hands. The lecturer ran outside immediately without saying or glancing back at them. It seemed like he was caught off when doing anything bad and it was indeed a crime that he was trying to do here.
“Are you okay?” Jin looked at Kame but there was no worried expression on his face.
Kame wiped his bleeding and swollen lips. “Fuck you!” Kame shoved Jin aside and walked to the door. He glared at Jin when the older shut the door and stood in front of it, preventing Kame for going away. “Get the hell out of my way!” Kame tried to pass Jin but again he was the weak one here.
“I helped you and you don’t say any thanks for me?” Jin said out of the blue.
“I don’t ask for your help! I was making out with him but then you interrupted us! What on the earth I have to say thanks to you, huh?”
“Don’t lie to me. I saw he got his way to you harshly. You didn’t like what he did to you. That’s why I help you. I won’t let any guy touch you that way.”
Kame fisted his hands. “I am not your lover, okay? It’s not your business when any guys touches me!”
“It’s my business because I love you.”
“Stop it! How can you say that without expression which can tell me that you really do love me? If I am lying, so are you!”
“I don’t lie. I truly do love you.”
Kame was not convinced at all. “So kiss me. Prove your love with kissing me!” but Jin did not do anything. “See? You are a liar.”
Kame was startled when Jin cupped his face. “I will kiss you if you really want it. I don’t see kiss as a game. Kiss is just for one I love, and it’s you.”
Kame did not expect this situation. He felt awkward so he let his mouth to deal with this. “Then what are you waiting for? Kiss me!” he could not believe what he said but he did not have to worry because Jin would not kiss him. He knew Jin was not into guys. He believed Jin was just trying to make a fool with him, and he bet Jin would not want to kiss a guy anymore.
But, Kame was not good in making a theory. What happened next was totally different from what he was thinking. One minute later, his hands were buried into Jin’s hair as Jin kissed him. It was not a sweet kiss, but it was not rough either. It was bittersweet kiss and Kame loved it than he had ever imagined before. He lost into the kiss, but he tried to get back to his sense.
Kame should stop this. He hated Jin. He wanted to give Jin a lesson that kissing a guy was not good, but the result was against him. Jin seemed not mind kissing a guy, or maybe because it was him so Jin kiss him like there was no tomorrow. Did Jin really love him? But why his face did not show his love for him? What made Kame more pissed off was Jin still put on his expressionless face when he kissed him. Kame was mad badly. He broke the kiss violently and slapped Jin’s cheek. Then there was just the sound of their rapid breath in the room. Jin touched his cheek, but again he stared at Kame without any emotion. Tears pooled on Kame’s eyes as he looked at Jin infuriately.
“Why are you playing with my heart? You know, I don’t believe in love, so stop telling me that you love me, bastard!” he screamed and left the room in anger. He wiped his lips in disgust. All this time he yearned for love. He let himself to be fucked to feel loved even though just for a moment. And now, someone told him that he loves him, but it hurt him so much because it was just a lie, because how come someone said ‘I love you’ without love in his eyes.
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end of chapter 1
I hope you enjoy reading this ^^
Author : Me
Rating : PG-13
Genre : Fluff, Romance
Warning : Un-betaed
Summary: What will you do if someone said that he loves you, care for you, make love to you and can’t live without you with expressionless face? How could a bitchy Kame handle this guy?
♪｡☆*★*♪
“Why am I here?” Koki glared at Kame.
“Well, I bumped onto you on my way, then what I know is I dragged you here,” Kame shrugged as he put a tray of full food. He pulled out a chair and sat across Koki. “Hey, I treat you here, so be happy, okay?” He passed a can of soda to Koki which was accepted it unwillingly.
Koki opened the can and drank it. He took a deep breath a few seconds later and eyed Kame who was busy eating a big bowl of ramen. “Do you have any idea where we are?”
Kame slurped the noodles then looked up at Koki. “It’s obvious, right? We are in a canteen.”
Koki ck-ed. “I am not a fool. Of course I know we are in a canteen.”
“Then why did you ask?” Kame rolled his eyes.
Koki leaned forward so their faces were in the same level. “It’s not the canteen in our department, Kame. It’s a canteen in medical department!” He whispered warningly.
Kame stopped eating his ramen. “Don’t tell me I dragged you to the most boring place in our college,” he whispered back, eyes started to check everyone around them.
Koki sighed. “It’s not a boring place, Kame. I just can’t stand with all the guys here.”
“Why? They don’t seem like geeks in literature department,” Kame commented after observing his surroundings.
“It’s not about they are geek or not.”
“So?”
“It’s a place for high class people.”
Kame frowned. “You do too much watching dorama.”
Koki gaped, “I can’t believe you don’t feel suffocated by their looks or how the way they act here.”
Kame sighed. “Koki, I am not a genius. I don’t understand your theory.”
“Well, everybody knows that only high class people who can go to this department.”
Kame did not give a comment for that. He just continued eating. “You know, I don’t care. I don’t feel any pressure to be in this kind of place. Can we just enjoy our lunch? We will get the hell out of here after finishing our food.”
Koki contemplated it for a moment before digging his beef curry. “Are you in a bad mood? Not finding your prey for tonight yet?” Koki tried to make a conversation again.
“Great topic you have here, Koki. I lose my appetite.” Kame dropped the chopsticks on the table.
“Okay, I change the topic. What is it that makes you run away?”
“Excuse me?”
Koki raised one eyebrow, “It’s easy to read you. Someone ruined your day, right?”
Kame groaned, “Don’t make me recall the scene. It’s a nightmare!”
Koki grinned. “Well, you just make me more curious here. I thought you were the bitchy one, Kame?”
Kame felt insulted. “I am still a bitch and I am the one who will ruin whoever life!”
Koki rolled his eyes. It was sure not a good thing to praise about. Somehow he could not understand why Kame too open about his life or feeling. Kame crossed his hands, shutting his mouth because he got mad instantly with the visible scene about the confession which was flying around his mind. He looked anything there but Koki as he noticed Koki had not given up on bugging him to tell what happened.
Koki shook his head. It was useless to force Kame to speak. He was so hungry anyway, so he ate again but not once he let his eyes off of Kame. He turned his head to his back as he spotted Kame had looked at something for more than five minutes. It was a record because Kame never pain attention to anything, or human for exactly, for more than three minutes.
Koki whistled after seeing what steal Kame’s attention. “Great shot, Kame. He’s a big catch.”
Kame blinked. “What?”
Koki glanced to a guy who sat alone at the table near the corner. “Is it your new prey? You sure have a good taste for guys.”
“Are you kidding me? He is a weirdo!” Kame almost screamed because he did not have any interest in weird guys!
Koki smirked. “So he’s the culprit, ne?”
“To the point please?” Kame was too angry to deal with Koki’s theories.
“What did he do to you? Did he dump you?”
“What? Are you sure you are not insane?”
Koki smiled mischievously. “I am sane, Mr. Slow.”
“Who is it?” Kame really did not get it.
“For me, you are as slow as ‘Kame’ when trying to understand something. No offense, I just find you are cute with that.”
Kame felt like punching him. “He didn’t dump me, but I am!”
“So he confessed to you?”
“Hell yeah.”
“It’s not every day you meet a guy confess to you. Why didn’t you accept him as your lover?”
Kame was shocked. “I don’t want to have sex with an expressionless guy like him!”
“Who said you have to have sex with him? Why don’t you try to stick on one guy only? You can’t sleep around like a whore for the rest of your life!”
Kame stood up angrily. “I can’t get enough with one guy! I love dicks!” He glared at Koki before storming out of the canteen.
Koki shook his head. He tried many times to stop Kame from his bad habit, but it seemed like just wasting time. He could not stop Kame, but he knew there must be someone who could make Kame forgets about it. Koki did not want to be alone there so he walked away to go to the next class.
Two men were watching Koki and Kame’s silently and then approached the guy on the corner. One of them held a tray of food while the other had a plastic of drinks. They sat and then started eating.
“Your bitch was here with a guy. Like what we expected, your confession would be such a failure.”
“I don’t need your comment, Ryo,” Jin enjoyed eating his sandwich though his words kind of harsh.
“So he dumped you? What a pity.”
“Oh, shut up, Pi. He will love me anyway,” Jin said arrogantly yet his face did not express it.
Ryo and Pi whistled. “I heard he is a good fuck. I see the point why you put your eyes on him. He has nice ass,” Ryo tried to make a fight with Jin.
“For me, everything about him is nice,” Jin commented and found his best friends laughing.
Pi ruffled Jin’s hair. “Jinjin is so innocent, ne~, but that bitch sure wake something up in you.”
“Like his dick?” Ryo snickered.
Jin just ate his food calmly. Pi groaned, “You aren’t funny. You should at least punch me and Ryo right now!”
“I am not a clown. Why do I have to be funny? Moreover, I don’t want to waste my energy to punch both of you,” Jin said without seeing them.
“Okay, you are a moron,” Ryo gave up. “Just go away from my sight!”
“Yeah Jin, you can go to find that bitch and fuck him while I take care of this sulking creature,” Pi hushed Jin to go before Ryo exploded.
Jin got up. He put a cold cola can above Ryo’s head then went away. Ryo glared to the can. “I’d be dead early because of him.”
Pi sighed. “I won’t let you die before we see his smile again.”
Ryo stared at Jin’s retreating figure. “I don’t know if that bitch can make him smile.”
“Well, at least Jin loves him,” Pi said then shoved a small tomato into Ryo’s mouth.
It was twilight. The corridor was surprisingly still full of students. Kame wanted to spend the night at home without any companion. Today was too much for him. All the guys were weird in his eyes all of sudden. It was totally a ruined day. He stopped as he felt someone groped his ass, and slowly the latter lead him to an empty room. No lights turned on there, so Kame needed a time to see the face of the man.
“Hondo sensei?” Kame asked when he could see the latter face from the help of the lights that came in through the window.
The man smirked. “I’ll give you A score to make me crazy,” he said and kissed Kame straight on the lips.
What the? Kame could not process what was going on because the kiss was too rough. The lecturer was clearly an S. Fortunately, he is a hot man so Kame did not feel disgust or want to kick him on the guts. But he was just not in the mood for this. Yes, he welcomed every man who came to him, but it was a big no this time. He pushed the man to let him go but he screamed instead as a big hand squeezed his butt fiercely. Kame was getting panic. He began struggling but he could not get away. His lips hurt and the kiss silenced him from screaming for help.
And suddenly the light was on, blinding Kame and the lecturer.
“Excuse me Sir. Someone is searching for you in your office,” Jin said and snatched away Kame from the lecturer’s hands. The lecturer ran outside immediately without saying or glancing back at them. It seemed like he was caught off when doing anything bad and it was indeed a crime that he was trying to do here.
“Are you okay?” Jin looked at Kame but there was no worried expression on his face.
Kame wiped his bleeding and swollen lips. “Fuck you!” Kame shoved Jin aside and walked to the door. He glared at Jin when the older shut the door and stood in front of it, preventing Kame for going away. “Get the hell out of my way!” Kame tried to pass Jin but again he was the weak one here.
“I helped you and you don’t say any thanks for me?” Jin said out of the blue.
“I don’t ask for your help! I was making out with him but then you interrupted us! What on the earth I have to say thanks to you, huh?”
“Don’t lie to me. I saw he got his way to you harshly. You didn’t like what he did to you. That’s why I help you. I won’t let any guy touch you that way.”
Kame fisted his hands. “I am not your lover, okay? It’s not your business when any guys touches me!”
“It’s my business because I love you.”
“Stop it! How can you say that without expression which can tell me that you really do love me? If I am lying, so are you!”
“I don’t lie. I truly do love you.”
Kame was not convinced at all. “So kiss me. Prove your love with kissing me!” but Jin did not do anything. “See? You are a liar.”
Kame was startled when Jin cupped his face. “I will kiss you if you really want it. I don’t see kiss as a game. Kiss is just for one I love, and it’s you.”
Kame did not expect this situation. He felt awkward so he let his mouth to deal with this. “Then what are you waiting for? Kiss me!” he could not believe what he said but he did not have to worry because Jin would not kiss him. He knew Jin was not into guys. He believed Jin was just trying to make a fool with him, and he bet Jin would not want to kiss a guy anymore.
But, Kame was not good in making a theory. What happened next was totally different from what he was thinking. One minute later, his hands were buried into Jin’s hair as Jin kissed him. It was not a sweet kiss, but it was not rough either. It was bittersweet kiss and Kame loved it than he had ever imagined before. He lost into the kiss, but he tried to get back to his sense.
Kame should stop this. He hated Jin. He wanted to give Jin a lesson that kissing a guy was not good, but the result was against him. Jin seemed not mind kissing a guy, or maybe because it was him so Jin kiss him like there was no tomorrow. Did Jin really love him? But why his face did not show his love for him? What made Kame more pissed off was Jin still put on his expressionless face when he kissed him. Kame was mad badly. He broke the kiss violently and slapped Jin’s cheek. Then there was just the sound of their rapid breath in the room. Jin touched his cheek, but again he stared at Kame without any emotion. Tears pooled on Kame’s eyes as he looked at Jin infuriately.
“Why are you playing with my heart? You know, I don’t believe in love, so stop telling me that you love me, bastard!” he screamed and left the room in anger. He wiped his lips in disgust. All this time he yearned for love. He let himself to be fucked to feel loved even though just for a moment. And now, someone told him that he loves him, but it hurt him so much because it was just a lie, because how come someone said ‘I love you’ without love in his eyes.
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end of chapter 1
I hope you enjoy reading this ^^