I hate myself

Mar 25, 2006 12:34

I hate myself for allowing myself to fall in love. I've tried for two years to not love this person. But I just can't seem to win. I'm not there...so a relationship is damn near impossible. But ripping out my heart and stomping on it just doesn't seem fair either. I am hurt. I am hurt and little bit angry. No I am not a little bit angry I'm ( Read more... )

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peacelovehappy March 25 2006, 18:42:13 UTC
*heart*

maybie i'm just too much of an optimist, but i think you'll find someone that loves you, and i'm not saying that in the condesending "i have someone and you don't, but your time will come" kind of way, cause i don't have anyone either, and trust me i know all about heartbrake, but i trully believe you will (and so will i)

love,
Flo

ps. you are beautifull and you are special and don't let anyone tell you otherwise

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hi erin. this is rick in dallas... anonymous March 25 2006, 19:05:52 UTC
check this little parable out:

Chapter 1

I walk down the street.
there is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost...I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

Chapter 2

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
Bit it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter 3

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in....it's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

Chapter 4

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

Chapter 5

I walk down another street.

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obviously the moral is Not to not walk down *a street.*

i hope you get to feelin more whole and well soon. you are beautiful and lovable. hang in there, girl.
with love, rick

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_dragoness_ March 25 2006, 23:38:26 UTC
Oh darling, I want you to find someone lovely.

I miss you.

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leavedeepmarks March 29 2006, 05:14:39 UTC
aww come on erin. you know you love me. so lets just let the world know!!

I LOVE ERIN JENNIFER DUNN AND SHE LOVES ME!!!!

i miss you

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rabbitlovesme March 29 2006, 16:59:10 UTC
haha oh man I totally love you!!!
I miss you more!! so =p

One day you and I will finally get to see each other again!!!! So then I can hug you and catch up face to face yo!

Love ya!

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