The curtains open ( Read more... )

I want to write a hundred poems ( Read more... )

i can understand anything with anyone, but i can't do anything on my own.

i want to sink into you. i want to die with our lips glued together.

these thoughts dragged me out of bed. i had to put them down somewhere. i really should go back to bed though. so queer.

first off, if you haven't read my earlier post today, read that first ( Read more... )

well, at least saturday was good. saturday was great. my mom picked me up at 9:30. on the way down we stopped at a dunkin donuts. i ordered a coffe cake bagel and she ordered a glazed donut. somehow between the two of us we received a rasin bagel with a knife, but no cream cheese. i love how dunkin donuts sucks so much. my mom and i always get our ( Read more... )

tonight was the most boring night of work i have had thus far. blah. i spent way too much time standing up. my back is sore. my feet hurt because i have been on them all day. i am pooped. i wish i had had time to nap before i went in. i got assigned to area 1, instead of the usual area 2, so i couldn't visit anyone i knew. that made me sad. the guy ( Read more... )

my lips hurt. i am really ticklish on my stomach. i need to go to bed. i want to eat before i do, but i don't want to wake these fellas up. hm...

i haven't updated in a little while. i don't want to write about any guys, because i do that way too much. maybe i'll only write about a guy from now on if it's something real that i have, not just looking at them or something. i'm so thirsty lately! last night was my first night working it alone! it was fun. i thought a lot while i was doing it ( Read more... )

hm. today wasn't a bad day, but it feels like things are starting to slope downhill right about now. i'm not surprised at all though. i did that thing that i said i shouldn't do because it just makes me more upset in the long run. why does it make me so upset? maybe part of me likes being upset. at least then i feel. i just feel like i miss home a ( Read more... )

what can i say? i feel like i have a lot to say, but i also feel like i don't feel like talking. i'm not in a bad mood at all, just not a talkative one. i don't know why i'm bothering here at all, but here goes. yesterday was highly uneventful. didn't do much at all, i think. i can't really remember right now for some reason. well, last night dave ( Read more... )