guys come on...Y AM I THE ONLY ONE FREAKING OUT OVER HERE! everyones like, wut happens happens. NOOOOOOOOOO...this election will dictate the life or death of thousands of people, itll mean the wealth of people in this country, their education, their happiness, and that of countless people throughout the world. I think that this should be the only ( Read more... )

today jesse cudnt come over because he had to work. so far we've been riding on this alternate plane, above school, above parents, above everything. im consumed with ideas of our future, and havent really confronted the facts: sometimes he wont be able to see me and in a year ill be gone. i feel so whole when im with him that now i feel like ( Read more... )

god with a lower case g, y are u willing me not to dance? my back hurts as always, my toe hasnt healed, and my sprained ankle which i thought was sprained might be broken. i hate being incapacitated its such a helpless feeling. errrrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

olivers friends are over and im hearing like 10 homophobic remarks per minute. today i dont have the heart to yell at them. I get in too much trouble as it is for having a big mouth.

How are you?
Im fine. and yourself?
Mixed.

Positives: Poppy and I read Hamlet together which was really cute especially when he started screaming the lines and shaking me to act it out with more feeling.
-Charlie learned SIT and STAY
-Jesse is alive

Negatives: Mrs. Smith is alive

guys im getting a puppy. selected on puppyfind.com, and is soon to be put on an airplane from ohio, destined for laguardia airport, and the serene tranquility that is my home. his name is Houdini ( Read more... )

tonites lesson: never show the child of an alcoholic a movie about addiction.
watched requiem for a dream, cried,in jesses arms. i realized that my trust is shattered. its so hard for me to believe that he cares if im happy or if im having a bad dream. i wont let myself.
-tell it to the shrink right

i had such a great day yesterday. road painting was amazing and silly and a great way to start the year. i really love our grade and i honestly dont see y ppl complain about us so much. ppl say were a dumb grade.....ummmmmm JASON BRODSKY!!!!! HRISTO! BECCA! come on now. people say were mean, but spend 5 mines with cap and chuck and ull feel so ( Read more... )

i just ate a tortilla faster than anythign has ever been eaten. just folded that whole thing and swallowed. wow. are there any bigger achievements in life. question mark. i shud beat myself up for this

LJ crisis. when i go to my friends page it says the most recent post was wednesday the 1st and i no for a fact ppl have posted after that. any computer savy ppl out there wanna tell me how to fix that?