It took all the strength i had not to fall apart. But I will survive
I LOVE music...I think it is what gets me through the day and keeps me sane. One of my new favorite songs is by Natalie w/ Justin Roman. Its soooo pretty. I wish it would apply to me....
Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)
[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)
[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)
[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada
[Justin Talking]
Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada
Where are you??
And because I am bored...here are random surveys for you people...but I will cut so I dont kill people's friends pages :-)
1) Where did you graduate from and what year?
LaPlata High School class of 2004!
2) Did you have school pride?
Hell yea
3) Was ur Prom a night to remember?
Hell yea! We showed up in a firetruck. What is more awesome than that?
4) What was ur fav. song you danced to the night of PROM?
I dont know...probably some fast song with all the cool kids...like "Hey Ya"
5) Do you own all 4 Yearbooks ?
Yepp
6) Do you remember the First CD you ever bought?
some boy band Im sure
7)What was your fav. Movie in Highschool?
Hmmm hard to say. probably some musical
8) What was your number 1 choice of College in HS?
UMBC by senior year. and yes I obviously got in
9) what radio station did you jam out to in highschool?
Hot 99.5
10) Were you involved in any organizations or clubs?
theatre, basketball, swimming, mock trial, rotc, marching band, there are more but i cant think
11)What was ur fav class in Highschool?
My aide periods senior year!
12) Who was your big crush in Highschool?
I had a couple..
13) Would you say you've changed a lot since highschool?
Kind of but not drastically
14) What do you miss the Most about it?
My friends who i have lost touch with
15) Your worst memory of HS?
I dont really have any truly bad ones
16) Did you have a car?
yep
17)What were your school colors ?
Blue and white
18) who was your fav. teacher?
ummmmm
19)Did you own a cell phone in highschool?
yep
20) Did you leave campus for lunch?
nope we werent allowed
21) if so, where was your fav. place to go eat?
well the coffeehouse was a big fave
22) Were you always late to class?
sometimes to first period if i was running late
23) Did you ever have to stay for Sat. School?
nope
24) Did you ever Ditch?
haha yes
25) When it comes time for the reunion will you be there?
you bet!
_____
Last Cigarette: this summer
Last Car Ride: sat. with Amanda
Last Kiss: ermmmm...I think earlier this semester
Last Good Cry: I cry a lot about random things
Last Library Book checked out: this summer from UMBC for Econ
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Saw II
Last Book Read: Confessions of An Ugly Stepsister
Last Movie Rented: I have no clue
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck.
Last Beverage Drank: iced tea
Last Food Consumed: sub at lunch
Last Crush: haha the rugby girls know...
Last Phone Call: Maryana
Last TV Show Watched: NEXT
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: my pink and white reeboks
Last CD Played: Norah Jones
Last Item Bought: Starbucks
Last Download: Songs from Limewire (now it wont work stupid UMBC :-( )
Last Annoyance: something that happened earlier
Last Disappointment: see last question
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: something for spanish
Last Key Used: backspace
Last Word Spoken: "hey"
Last Sleep: this morning
Last IM: audrey
Last Sexual Fantasy: hmmmm
Last Weird Encounter: the rugby boys on saturday?
Last Ice Cream Eaten: last night with Maryana
Last Time Amused: talking to Audrey about prostitution and pornography
Last Time Wanting To Die: ...
Last Time In Love: a long long time ago
Last Time Hugged: yesterday maybe
Last Time Scolded: IDK
Last Time Resentful: not so much resentful but regretful
Last Chair Sat In: the deskchair im in right now
Last Lipstick Used: Burts Bees
Last Underwear Worn: regular white underwear
Last Bra Worn: purple
Last Shirt Worn: american eagle long sleeve shirt
Last Webpage Visited: LJ
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[spell your first name backwards] Elleinad
[age] 19
[where do you live] baltimore / LP
[four words that sum you up] fun, dedicated, giggly, outgoing
[wallet] my little wallet thing with my keys on it
[hairbrush] it has a green handle and bristles
[jewelry worn daily] my class ring usually and my earring
[pillow cover]purple and red and green flowers
[coffee cup] anything that is handy
[shoes] I own a lot
[perfume] Calvin Kline Purple Orchid...mmmmmm
[piercings] I have my tragus and my ears...I want other things
[clothes you're wearing now] jeans + shirt
MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] I was at home with the kittens
[after this] homework
[talking to] no one
[eating] nothing
[some of your fav. movies] grease, alice in wonderland, wizard of oz, a walk to remember
[somthing you're looking forward to in the upcoming months] going home for break, the cruise!!
[something you're afraid of] spiders, being alone
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] a baby monkey...or a tiger
[three states you wouldn't mind relocating to] wisconsin, Cali/oregon, NY
[some of your fav. foods] pizza, chicken, mashed potatoes
[something you wish you could understand better] people
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] yes.
DO YOU...:
[like candles] yes
[like incense] depends on the kind
[believe in love] yes
[believe in soulmates] yes
[believe in love at first sight] not generally
[believe in forgiveness] yes
[want to get married] yes
[want to have kids] yes
[believe that you know the person that you'll marry at this point in time] probably not...I dont know if I want to stay around here
IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] nope
[bought sumthin] no
[gotten sick] no
[sang] everyday
[eaten] mmm food
[been kissed] no
[felt stupid] yep
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] nope
[met someone new] I dont think so
[moved on] depends from what
[talked to an ex?] not recently...its been about 3 weeks
[missed an ex] not the one you would expect me to miss
[talked to someone you have a crush on] no
[had a serious talk] kind of with M
[missed someone] yea
[hugged someone] yes
[fought with your parents] no we dont fight that much
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] nope
SOCIAL LIFE:
[best girl friend(s)] Maryana, Audrey, Christan
[best guy friend(s)] Bobby
[boyfriend/girlfriend] nope
[hobbies] I like a lot of things
[pager/cell] cell
[are you the center of attention or wallflower]center of attention
[car you drive] 1996 Ford Explorer...uhhh gas
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] friends
[job] im looking im looking
[attend church] not in a long while
[like being around people] for the most part
PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] Im not sure
[pet peeves] people talking to you like you're stupid, people looking down on me
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yea
[ever lied to your best friend] probably
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you] yes
[cried over the opposite sex] many times
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] not really...all the exes have had blue eyes so far but thats coincidence I think
[rather be dumper or dumped] ....neither. I prefer stable relationships
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] probably relationship but depends on the person/situation
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] ummmmm probably my hair but its annoying right now
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] my personality and my outgoingness
[are you happy with yourself] sometimes
[are you happy with your life] most of it
[if you could change one thing what would it be] it would be personal stuff with myself
Ok kids thats all for today. I will continue to try and get better with this thing. :-P
Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)
[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)
[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)
[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada
[Justin Talking]
Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada
Where are you??
And because I am bored...here are random surveys for you people...but I will cut so I dont kill people's friends pages :-)
1) Where did you graduate from and what year?
LaPlata High School class of 2004!
2) Did you have school pride?
Hell yea
3) Was ur Prom a night to remember?
Hell yea! We showed up in a firetruck. What is more awesome than that?
4) What was ur fav. song you danced to the night of PROM?
I dont know...probably some fast song with all the cool kids...like "Hey Ya"
5) Do you own all 4 Yearbooks ?
Yepp
6) Do you remember the First CD you ever bought?
some boy band Im sure
7)What was your fav. Movie in Highschool?
Hmmm hard to say. probably some musical
8) What was your number 1 choice of College in HS?
UMBC by senior year. and yes I obviously got in
9) what radio station did you jam out to in highschool?
Hot 99.5
10) Were you involved in any organizations or clubs?
theatre, basketball, swimming, mock trial, rotc, marching band, there are more but i cant think
11)What was ur fav class in Highschool?
My aide periods senior year!
12) Who was your big crush in Highschool?
I had a couple..
13) Would you say you've changed a lot since highschool?
Kind of but not drastically
14) What do you miss the Most about it?
My friends who i have lost touch with
15) Your worst memory of HS?
I dont really have any truly bad ones
16) Did you have a car?
yep
17)What were your school colors ?
Blue and white
18) who was your fav. teacher?
ummmmm
19)Did you own a cell phone in highschool?
yep
20) Did you leave campus for lunch?
nope we werent allowed
21) if so, where was your fav. place to go eat?
well the coffeehouse was a big fave
22) Were you always late to class?
sometimes to first period if i was running late
23) Did you ever have to stay for Sat. School?
nope
24) Did you ever Ditch?
haha yes
25) When it comes time for the reunion will you be there?
you bet!
_____
Last Cigarette: this summer
Last Car Ride: sat. with Amanda
Last Kiss: ermmmm...I think earlier this semester
Last Good Cry: I cry a lot about random things
Last Library Book checked out: this summer from UMBC for Econ
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Saw II
Last Book Read: Confessions of An Ugly Stepsister
Last Movie Rented: I have no clue
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck.
Last Beverage Drank: iced tea
Last Food Consumed: sub at lunch
Last Crush: haha the rugby girls know...
Last Phone Call: Maryana
Last TV Show Watched: NEXT
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: my pink and white reeboks
Last CD Played: Norah Jones
Last Item Bought: Starbucks
Last Download: Songs from Limewire (now it wont work stupid UMBC :-( )
Last Annoyance: something that happened earlier
Last Disappointment: see last question
Last Soda Drank: sprite
Last Thing Written: something for spanish
Last Key Used: backspace
Last Word Spoken: "hey"
Last Sleep: this morning
Last IM: audrey
Last Sexual Fantasy: hmmmm
Last Weird Encounter: the rugby boys on saturday?
Last Ice Cream Eaten: last night with Maryana
Last Time Amused: talking to Audrey about prostitution and pornography
Last Time Wanting To Die: ...
Last Time In Love: a long long time ago
Last Time Hugged: yesterday maybe
Last Time Scolded: IDK
Last Time Resentful: not so much resentful but regretful
Last Chair Sat In: the deskchair im in right now
Last Lipstick Used: Burts Bees
Last Underwear Worn: regular white underwear
Last Bra Worn: purple
Last Shirt Worn: american eagle long sleeve shirt
Last Webpage Visited: LJ
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[spell your first name backwards] Elleinad
[age] 19
[where do you live] baltimore / LP
[four words that sum you up] fun, dedicated, giggly, outgoing
[wallet] my little wallet thing with my keys on it
[hairbrush] it has a green handle and bristles
[jewelry worn daily] my class ring usually and my earring
[pillow cover]purple and red and green flowers
[coffee cup] anything that is handy
[shoes] I own a lot
[perfume] Calvin Kline Purple Orchid...mmmmmm
[piercings] I have my tragus and my ears...I want other things
[clothes you're wearing now] jeans + shirt
MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] I was at home with the kittens
[after this] homework
[talking to] no one
[eating] nothing
[some of your fav. movies] grease, alice in wonderland, wizard of oz, a walk to remember
[somthing you're looking forward to in the upcoming months] going home for break, the cruise!!
[something you're afraid of] spiders, being alone
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] a baby monkey...or a tiger
[three states you wouldn't mind relocating to] wisconsin, Cali/oregon, NY
[some of your fav. foods] pizza, chicken, mashed potatoes
[something you wish you could understand better] people
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] yes.
DO YOU...:
[like candles] yes
[like incense] depends on the kind
[believe in love] yes
[believe in soulmates] yes
[believe in love at first sight] not generally
[believe in forgiveness] yes
[want to get married] yes
[want to have kids] yes
[believe that you know the person that you'll marry at this point in time] probably not...I dont know if I want to stay around here
IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] nope
[bought sumthin] no
[gotten sick] no
[sang] everyday
[eaten] mmm food
[been kissed] no
[felt stupid] yep
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] nope
[met someone new] I dont think so
[moved on] depends from what
[talked to an ex?] not recently...its been about 3 weeks
[missed an ex] not the one you would expect me to miss
[talked to someone you have a crush on] no
[had a serious talk] kind of with M
[missed someone] yea
[hugged someone] yes
[fought with your parents] no we dont fight that much
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] nope
SOCIAL LIFE:
[best girl friend(s)] Maryana, Audrey, Christan
[best guy friend(s)] Bobby
[boyfriend/girlfriend] nope
[hobbies] I like a lot of things
[pager/cell] cell
[are you the center of attention or wallflower]center of attention
[car you drive] 1996 Ford Explorer...uhhh gas
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] friends
[job] im looking im looking
[attend church] not in a long while
[like being around people] for the most part
PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] Im not sure
[pet peeves] people talking to you like you're stupid, people looking down on me
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yea
[ever lied to your best friend] probably
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you] yes
[cried over the opposite sex] many times
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] not really...all the exes have had blue eyes so far but thats coincidence I think
[rather be dumper or dumped] ....neither. I prefer stable relationships
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] probably relationship but depends on the person/situation
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] ummmmm probably my hair but its annoying right now
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] my personality and my outgoingness
[are you happy with yourself] sometimes
[are you happy with your life] most of it
[if you could change one thing what would it be] it would be personal stuff with myself
Ok kids thats all for today. I will continue to try and get better with this thing. :-P