well, it looks like we will be 'closing' sometime this week. it also looks like we are going to get the loan. both very good things. i should be happy abou thtis and i am but other things in my life have slipped
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Some people say that no one can ever really "know" how someone feels but I bet you I'm probably pretty damn close. That's why you stopped seeing me at the studio. I still have your phone number so if you want maybe to hook up sometime I'll certainly be a shoulder for you if you want. Just let me know and I'll call you.
we are just getting a house loan to buy the house from tims parents. it's a good thing. i am actually very happy about it. then we are going to start fixing things up the way WE want them. like getting the pool redone, painting, new tile, carpet....all that good shizzit.
Bollywood is about attitude and personality just as much as skill, and you had both in abundance. No one doubts Sam's talent, and she's not tiny either. Even though it was right for me to leave, too. I still miss the gang. We had a lot of fun while we were there.
Hopefully, I'll see you around again sometime soon.
my mother firmly believes that i suffer from mild depression. i've had talks with my friend nikki and her dad says that it sounds like it as well. i feel lost and little things are overwhelming not because they are they just ARE! nikki did point out to me that maybe they just don't know how to deal with me when i feel down and for them it's easier to pull away. i dunno. i'm the type of person who feels it's the right thing to do to cheer ppl up when they are down. just feels like for the most part it never happens to me. i get this nasty 'dumped' feeling.
i don't want to leave bollywood behind. i honestly don't. i just don't get the feeling that i'm needed or wanted anymore. i'm not asking for gifts or begging but a lil something to show me that ppl wonder where i'm at and ask if something is wrong. ppl are just too...well they are human.
and just so you know...i miss ya too. you always put on a happy face whenever i see ya.
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I still have your phone number so if you want maybe to hook up sometime I'll certainly be a shoulder for you if you want. Just let me know and I'll call you.
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Bollywood is about attitude and personality just as much as skill, and you had both in abundance. No one doubts Sam's talent, and she's not tiny either. Even though it was right for me to leave, too. I still miss the gang. We had a lot of fun while we were there.
Hopefully, I'll see you around again sometime soon.
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nikki did point out to me that maybe they just don't know how to deal with me when i feel down and for them it's easier to pull away. i dunno. i'm the type of person who feels it's the right thing to do to cheer ppl up when they are down. just feels like for the most part it never happens to me. i get this nasty 'dumped' feeling.
i don't want to leave bollywood behind. i honestly don't. i just don't get the feeling that i'm needed or wanted anymore. i'm not asking for gifts or begging but a lil something to show me that ppl wonder where i'm at and ask if something is wrong. ppl are just too...well they are human.
and just so you know...i miss ya too. you always put on a happy face whenever i see ya.
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