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Title: Shotgun wedding; Chapter 8: Unexpected Visitor
Author: seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: The Niikura’s and the Andou’s used to be the two biggest families in town, wealthy and respected to the point of practically ruling the business as they wished. Times have changed though, and thus the heads of the clans have decided to take the needed steps to join their families to restore their power. Single persons don’t have much to say about anything when the whole future of the families is in question, that much the eldest sons of the Niikura family and the Andou family have to come to notice.
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seinen_no: Oh, it's been centuries and I rather not apologise but hope the ones who know the story enjoy this new chapter. The ones who don't know it, do not worry, dears, this is totally readable without knowing what happened before (not that it wouldn't be very worth it *wink*). So enjoy^^
fonulyn: Truth to be told I didn’t even have the time to proofread this the third and final time but since the week is running out and I’m going to be super-busy tomorrow, I figured that I’d just post it and tell you to enjoy! XD And yes, this chapter can be read even without knowing the story behind it so go for it!
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7
Shotgun Wedding
Chapter 8: Unexpected Visitor
Somehow what had happened at the party ended up uniting them more, and they noticed that they were drifting closer to each other. Neither of them really minded though, quite the contrary since it was actually a nice feeling to get along. The only problem was their servants still, having their ears and eyes everywhere so that the two had to be more than careful. If it hadn't been for the moments of togetherness they managed to steal every now and then they would've gone mad with all the pressure.
There was something enticing too in having to hide, being quiet and careful, but if you have to do it all the time at every hour, it could and most certainly would become a drag. Still, neither of them faltered or accidentally dropped their roles. They even came up with fake arguments every now and then, slamming doors and one time, Die even threw a plate to the floor to release his anger, fooling the curious servants. Right after the incident, the maid came hurrying, throwing a compassionate glance at Kaoru who again was sitting at the huge dining-table all alone. It was as if they were living in the Truman Show. Nothing was real, not even their own feelings.
In the mornings when Kaoru had to leave for work, he sometimes stopped a moment beside his husband's bed, kissed the puff of his hair or his lips shortly. He even whispered sweet nothings at times, knowing Die was still fast asleep and wouldn't hear those. Yet, it was almost a feeling of normality to act like that, even if it was only behind closed doors. Whenever he returned home and his husband was sitting in the living-room, watching TV, he received a small kiss on his temple or hair as well. Of course only when Kaoru was sure nobody was around to spy on them.
That was as close as they got for a long time though, because both men were too afraid to cause suspicions amongst the servants who seemed to have become even more curious after the birthday party of Die's father. It probably hadn't been too clever to defend Die this fiercely, since it only raised the old Andou's suspicions, but Kaoru didn't regret a single moment. He and Die were too clever to get caught.
It didn't take long for Die to notice that he was looking forward to Kaoru returning home from work, stopped everything he was doing and scheduled whatever he had to do during the days so that he would definitely be home at that moment if possible. Already receiving a small kiss on his temple was something that made him feel better than words could tell. He had no idea why he was feeling like that but it was there and he didn't want to let go of that. For those few seconds they could pretend to be a normal married couple, greeting each other after being apart for the whole day.
The redhead noticed as well that Kaoru seemed to get more touchy with him otherwise too. Whenever servants weren't present and they had the chance, Kaoru would touch his shoulder softly, plant a kiss somewhere on his face, smile at him or something similar. It was more a rule than the exception, and Die had nothing against it as he was growing to enjoy those gestures more and more with each passing day.
Sometimes the day simply felt too long to Die though, like time would've stopped. Minutes were like hours, hours like days and he felt like exploding when he was home the whole day with nothing else to do but to think. Usually he went shopping, took care of things that needed to be attended, and tried to keep himself busy. It wasn't as if there would've been much more to do in the evenings either but he at least had Kaoru there to keep him company, be it only both watching television silently.
Die had even been playing with the thought of visiting his husband at the office during the day, but thus far he had only left it at that and hadn't even seriously considered putting the thought into action. What would he say? 'Hi Kaoru, I was bored so I came to bother you'? He knew that the other man probably wouldn't mind him stopping by at all, but still there was something that held him back. Until one day, when he felt especially restless and unable to stay still, he decided that he could as well try the thought out and see where it would lead them.
It was around noon and Kaoru still had so much to do that he wouldn't get out of the office for lunch till two or three in the afternoon. If he hadn't been such a workaholic, he could have just delegated some of the work and made one of his employees take care of it, but he liked to be in control, wanted to know everything that was happening in the company and take every decision himself. Outside it was a cloudy autumn day and Kaoru thought that he maybe should order some lunch to the office or have one of the trainees get him some so that he wouldn't get wet in case it started to pour.
Suddenly, the intercom creaked and he heard his secretary's voice. She was a small, stout and very reliable lady in her mid-forties and Kaoru had practically inherited her from his father. "Mr. Niikura. Your husband is here and asks permission to come inside."
Kaoru startled. Die was there? Did something happen or was he just bored? "Well of course let him in," he replied a bit annoyed even since it should have been a matter of course that one's spouse was allowed to drop by for a visit.
It didn't take more than a minute and the door already opened, the tall redhead stepping into the room. Instantly he flashed a smile, even reaching behind himself to quickly lock the door before he walked closer to the other man's desk. "Heya," As soon as he was close enough he slipped between Kaoru's chair and his desk, leaning down to plant a kiss on his lips.
When he pulled back he looked more than happy with himself, leaning a bit backwards against the table while taking a good look around in the room. "I don't think I've even been here before. But well… It's kind of boring." He chuckled, turning back to look at the other man.
The words made Kaoru chuckle and he sneaked his arms around the taller man's waist loosely. "Does that mean you want to leave again right away?" he asked. His voice clearly gave away that he didn't expect a 'yes' for an answer. His work could wait a bit, right? After all, he was working harder than anybody else in this company so he could also take a short break in between.
"Of course not!" Die announced instantly, and before his husband even realized what was going on he was sitting back on his chair, the redhead sitting on his lap, straddling his hips. "I came here to see you, not the boring office, silly." He had circled his arms around the smaller man's neck, and was grinning at him freely.
"Well, then let me show you that there's at least something interesting in this room." Kaoru mirrored the redhead's expression and stretched his neck a bit to initiate a slow, deep kiss. It didn't last long though and when they parted again, Kaoru reached past the redhead, pressing the button of the intercom. "Miss Ono. I don't want to be disturbed at the moment."
Afterwards, he just winked at Die with a happy expression on his face. "Got bored sitting at home?" His voice was a bit lower than before because he couldn't deny that he liked how the other man's weight was resting upon him and stirred this certain need that again had had some time to rise.
"Extremely bored." The younger man admitted instantly, chuckling as it was so true. "And know what?" He lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, leaning down to breathe straight into his husband's ear. "I was thinking of you." Something in his tone gave away that the thoughts he had mentioned hadn't exactly been of the purest kind.
It was enough to make a small shudder run down the young Niikura's spine and he closed his eyes for a moment. "Of me?" he asked, a teasing undertone carrying in his voice. "And what did you think?" he went on while his hands were sliding down his husband's back until they were resting on his butt, squeezing a bit.
"I was thinking how it would be to have you there with me," Die began slowly, shifting a bit on his place until he was happy with his position. He ran his fingers down the other man's chest, shamelessly roaming his hand down to his crotch. "So I could make you hot. You're so fucking gorgeous when you're getting lost in pleasure, you know that?"
Again, Kaoru's eyes fell shut as the small touch sent a tingling feeling everywhere through his body, the words doing their own part. "I wouldn't know," he purred. "Usually I don't see myself. But I see you." Suddenly, his eyes snapped open and he gazed at Die with a certain desire. "And it's enough to say that you are gorgeous. Not only when you're lost in pleasure," he gave away with a faint smile.
He was instantly rewarded with a slow but deep kiss, and the redhead brought his free hand up to cup his husband's face, his thumb stroking his cheek. Still he didn't stop his advances, moving his hand on the other man's groin to see if he could make him react already. Inwardly he congratulated himself for his idea, this being already worth coming here if one asked him.
When the kiss broke he still kept their faces close to each other, teasingly running his tongue along the other man's lips. "I'm here to make this an unforgettable workday for you," he announced with a smirk, dropping his voice to a mere purr as he went on. "Would you like that?" Again he moved his hand, squeezing his husband's awakening arousal lightly.
One could practically see the hunger in Kaoru's eyes. A bit too late, he nodded, his voice raspy as if he hadn't used it in a long time. "Yeah." The word was nothing but a whiff of hot breath against Die's lips. The whole moment set his body on fire, made him desire the other man more than he thought would be possible. "And how are you going to do that?" he still had to ask, tilting his head a bit while he never left the other man's face with his gaze.
The mere tone of his voice made Die shudder, and he didn't bother even trying to conceal that. He answered the gaze straight, his voice almost dreamy as he answered, shrugging. "I thought I could first show you that I can do other things than kiss with my mouth too." A smirk appeared on his lips instantly and one could see this certain sparkle in his eyes. "And then, I see how fast you're ready to go again so that I get a piece of you."
On its own, Kaoru's mouth dropped open a bit and he released all the air from his lungs. That was definitely an offer he couldn't reject. But before Die could move away from him, he caught his chin between his thumb and index-finger, leaning so close that their lips were almost touching. First, Kaoru caressed the other man's lips softly with his own, but then he initiated a passionate kiss, his heart going a thousand miles an hour already due to the sweet anticipation. "If you go on like this," he breathed out after the kiss had ended, "you will make me react again and again within no time."
"Again and again? Baby, you still need to work too." The redhead chuckled, but couldn't cover how pleased he was to hear that. He brought both hands up, holding his husband's head still while kissing him hungrily. Meanwhile he pressed himself even closer to the warm, firm body, practically grinding their hips together. As soon as it had begun the kiss was over though, and Kaoru had barely time to inhale deeply before he noticed the taller man already sliding down to the floor.
Gently but at the same time determinedly Die pushed the other man's knees apart, settling better between them. His gaze was directed up to his husband's face all the time though, his eyes seductive, almost challenging. Slowly he ran the tip of his tongue along his lips while ably opening the pants to get further towards the promised blowjob.
Kaoru couldn't tear his eyes off the other man. There was no other description for Die in his mind than gorgeous and he desired him more than he could tell. Subconsciously, Kaoru leaned back and slid down a bit to be able to part his legs more, showing how much he already wanted it.
"Thank you for reminding me." A few breathless chuckles left the slightly older man and he thought that he could and certainly would forget about work if there hadn't been this one appointment later. One of his employees was to come to his office to report about the advances the company made in a certain area and it was too late now to call that off. Still, he was the boss and he could make the man wait if needed. This was far more important, too tempting to allow anything to distract him right now. "So you better hurry," Kaoru added winking, not really meaning it.
"Oh but I can make time stop for you." Die winked confidently, content to see what kind of reactions he had already earned from the other man although he hadn't even really begun yet. He urged his lover to lift his hips a bit so he could slide the pants lower, just enough though to gain unhindered access between his legs. He leaned closer and slowly, relishing, ran his lips along the other man's arousal from base to tip, the touch barely palpable for now. Oh he would make this good and enjoy every single second of it.
As if to prove those words - either to himself or to the other man - he repeated the movement, this time using his tongue though. A few small, pleased sighs escaped him as he really enjoyed the moment, determined to give it his best shot just to do what he had promised and make this an unforgettable day for his husband.
A long incoherent sigh left Kaoru and his eyes fell shut without him having control over it. Quickly, he opened them again though, looking down on himself not to miss a second of what was happening. He could see the delight on Die's features, heard it in the small noises he made and he would bet a fortune that doing this turned the other man on to no end as well.
From the day when they had begun having sex regularly, Kaoru had fantasized about this moment. No, he had fantasized about it before already, even when he had hated Die still, he had seen him kneel before him, his lips closed around his cock whenever he was having a moment of intimacy with his hand. Living the fantasy now was different, better, much better if one asked him. One of Kaoru's hands vanished in those silky red strands, gripping them tight without urging nor holding him back…. Yet.
Somehow it made a shiver run along Die's spine though and he already imagined what would happen if he would just pull back now. Would the other man be bold enough to just take what he wanted, use that grip to make him go on? Right now he had no intentions to stop though and instead he went on with the ministrations almost eagerly keeping them still light and barely enough to push the other man higher though.
The younger man knew that it would be even better if he took his time, allowing the sweet anticipation to rise higher and only then grant the other man what he was yearning for. Still he moved to intensify the ministrations a bit, carefully using not only his lips and tongue but also his teeth on the rigid flesh, just to see if his husband would like that or not.
A quite loud groan slipped Kaoru, showing that he indeed liked it. He had always been more up for the rougher way and now his hips even moved forward a bit on their own accord. This was better than he could have ever dreamed of and he was willing to allow Die to do as he pleased, curious how it would go. After all, they didn't know much about each other still but after this day, both men would have gained a bit more information about each other.
When Die once touched the sensitive tip of his arousal with his tongue, another surprised groan escaped the slightly older man and his eyes shot open wide as a wave of pleasure coursed through his whole being. Hopefully, Mrs Ono was out to lunch just like she should be at this hour or then she was wearing her headphones to take a dictation he had recorded some time earlier.
A pleased mewl escaped the younger man when he noticed the other one's reactions, how his hips moved up suddenly and he couldn't hold back the sounds that were spilling from his lips anymore. That was even more than Die had expected, as he somehow had always imagined his husband to be more stoic, but he definitely enjoyed it more this way himself. It already turned him on to see Kaoru's flushed cheeks, his pleasure distorted features and the look in his eyes that spoke of pure lust.
As if to reward the other man Die circled the sensitive tip with his tongue again, teasing the area before enclosing his lips around the head of the arousal. He didn't move his head down though, at least not yet, but instead sucked on the hardness slightly, his gaze directed straight at his husband to be sure not to miss a single reaction from him.
The grip on his hair tightened, but Kaoru fought the urge to just push his head down and didn't do it. It had been quite some time since somebody had played him like his husband did and he had to admit that he enjoyed it even more because it was Die who elicited all those sensations within him; who seemed to know exactly how to use his tongue, lips and teeth and where he was the most sensitive.
After a few more seconds, Kaoru already felt like dying, his body trembling in need that didn't find a proper channel to be released. And then he did something he couldn't remember ever having done, he begged. Instead of just urging Die's head down, forcing him to take all of him into his throat, he begged him to do it between ragged breaths.
That was probably the sexiest thing Die had ever heard in his life. He would've never assumed that his husband would beg in the first place, and when he did it in his low, gorgeous voice it instantly made Die shudder. He hadn't planned on giving in already but somehow he found himself helpless but to succumb, wanted to please the other man so desperately that he didn't hold back anymore.
Still he kept the pace slow as he finally moved his head, relaxing his throat to be able to take all of the other man inside. Coevally he sucked hard, using his tongue on the hard flesh as best as he could until he could feel the head of the arousal touch the back of his throat. It took a moment until he was able to suppress the gag reflex properly, but he managed and turned his attention completely at pleasuring his lover. That was simply the most important thing right now, to make Kaoru feel good, although the whole moment turned him on to no end as well.
A few whimpers were escaping Kaoru, because all the sensations he was going through had made him careless. He didn't bother though, couldn't, as his whole attention was directed to his arousal and Die's mouth as if those were the only two things in the world that mattered. He was still clawing the red strands while his other hand had gripped the armrest of his chair, his knuckles turning white.
Thousands bits and pieces of images, memories, thoughts and emotions were coursing through his brains, without him being able to get a hold of a single one of them. This confusing mass shut down his brains when wave after wave of pleasure pushed him higher. Already seeing his whole length vanish almost easily inside his lover's mouth had made him shudder, but hearing all the small sounds Die made combined with the sucking made him teeter on the edge within seconds.
What was it that made this so special? Their situation? The fact that they both hated Die's father and used this to get back on him? Well, Kaoru had found the explanation for himself and to him this was sufficient. With the next flicking of his husband's tongue against the crown, he almost fell over the cliff, only barely able to hold back. He didn't just want to come into the other man's mouth. Why, he didn't know himself. Still, before he could withdraw or warn Die, his body succumbed to the pleasure it had resisted so bravely for all this time. With a small surprised yelp, something inside him snapped and Kaoru released himself down the other man's throat, unable to change it anymore.
Die didn't mind though, quite the contrary, and he stayed still patiently, sucking almost lazily still to enhance the feelings for his lover as much as possible. Only when Kaoru slumped back down on his chair, the tension slowly leaving him, the redhead withdrew. For a moment he plainly admired his creation, sitting back on his heels to gain better view. Kaoru was simply the most gorgeous thing on earth like this, Die was certain of that, with his cheeks still flushed, his chest heaving along to ragged breaths, somewhat distant look in his eyes.
Only after a moment Die straightened, leaning down to steal a short but deep kiss since he couldn't resist, not any longer. He wanted to give the other man a moment still to sample the feelings he had just gone through and so he simply sat down on his lap again, circling his arms around his neck loosely. "Feel good, eh?" There was even something soft in his voice, not only the secure and teasing tone from before.
Kaoru held this eyes tightly closed and smacked a couple of times, still tasting the other man and his own bitter release in his mouth. Slowly, he looked up though, gazing deep into Die's eyes. "What do you think?" he answered with a counterquestion, his voice raspy and coated. Yet, one could clearly hear the both, loving and teasing undertone that was hidden there.
"Oh I think that you loved it!" Die laughed, his eyes sparkling and he instantly leaned in to steal a short kiss. "You loved it so much that now you can never get enough." He winked, looking definitely pleased and even proud of himself. He couldn't deny though that he had loved it too, had enjoyed providing the other man pleasure like that, and would do it again anytime.
"You are right." Kaoru settled for the truth because he had loved it and now his fantasies would have the matching sensations to the image and probably wouldn't leave him alone ever again. "But you loved it too," he purred, dropping his hand like accidentally until it was resting straight between his husband's legs. "So much that now you're thinking of how to best get rid of this pretty hard-on."
"Hmm," The initial answer was a pleased purr, and the redhead even moved his hips a little bit into the touch. He ran his lips along the other man's jawline, straight to his ear to place a kiss underneath it. "I can't deny that. But gods, I would've never in my life thought you'd beg! That was so fucking hot!" He laughed, pulling back a bit to be able to look Kaoru in the eye. "I would've more thought you'd just take what you want, you know. Fuck my mouth like you usually fuck me."
The enthusiasm in his voice made Kaoru chuckle and earned Die a short, wet kiss. "You can consider that an honour," he said with a smirk while his fingers were already working to open the redhead's pants. He didn't want that nice arousal to go to waste and rather wanted to touch it. "I'm sorry though if I disappointed you. Next time I will be better and just take what I want, make you choke and whimper." His voice was only half teasing and half serious.
"Baby, you call that a disappointment? That was the hottest thing I've witnessed in ages!" The younger man explained instantly, honestly meaning it as he had been more positively surprised. Although he wouldn't have minded the other option too. Somehow everything seemed to be just perfect when it came to Kaoru. "I just tho-" His sentence was cut in the middle and his words turned into an incoherent groan as he felt his husband's hand sneak into his pants.
"You just thought I'd be this arrogant bastard who only knows how to take without asking nicely," Kaoru said lowly, the words muffled as he had begun to nibble on the other man's neck. He had to admit that he even liked hearing the petname, liked how it easily rolled off Die's throat. It sounded so loving and Kaoru had to admit that he didn't mind that at all. He himself wasn't a man of many words and right now, he was too turned on by the rigid flesh in his palm to think much.
"Well I suppose so…" Die chuckled breathlessly, but wasn't really capable of forming more intelligent replies since the touch alone was enough to push him higher, and he merely concentrated on the pleasant feelings. His eyes were closed, his lips parted slightly as he drew in shaky breaths. "Don't take it as a bad thing though." He had to add after a moment, an amused undertone in his voice. He shifted on the other man's lap, sneaking his hand down to his groin to see if he could make him react as he wished already.
Kaoru had already expected something like that because Die had warned him before already. He closed his eyes, never stopping to nibble on the redhead's neck or stroke his arousal but otherwise allowed him to do as he pleased. "Trust me, I know it's not a bad thing, because I can feel how much you enjoyed it." Kaoru had totally forgotten how much time had passed already and he didn't care. All that was on his mind was his husband and the thought that this was the nicest thing somebody had done for him in a long time; the visit AND the blowjob.
That made Die grin and he tilted his head as if to offer his husband more skin to work with, since he simply enjoyed the moment endlessly. The teasing touches on his arousal made him shiver but he tried to hold back, not wanting to let this end before he got what he wanted. Ably he began providing the other man with touches to make him react as soon as possible, making a delighted sound as he thought he felt some kind of reaction. "C'mon, baby." He purred lowly. "Show me how much you want me."
"Gods Die!" Kaoru threw his head back, inhaling deeply with a hissing sound. Die's hand was ably tantalizing all the right places and soon he was squirming again underneath the other man. "Tell me what you want," he asked, his lips almost touching the other man's ear as he spoke.
"You." The answer was clear and simple and the redhead didn't even need to think about it before he replied. "Deep, intense, slow…" He knew fully well that they didn't have time to do what they wished for as long as they wished, but he simply didn't mind. If his husband would be late for his meetings then be it, he couldn't have cared less and he knew that right now he was in the position to demand what he wanted.
Every word shot through the slightly smaller man like electricity and a small groan left him at the mere image. Yes, Die was right. He indeed was in the position to demand whatever he wanted. With a bit of trouble, Kaoru managed to get up without pushing his husband off his lap. Instead, he seated Die down on the desk right before him. And then he did something he wouldn't have thought he'd ever do. He swooped some items to the side carelessly so that Die had enough room to lie down.
"You will get what you want. All of it," Kaoru purred while undoing the redhead's pants completely. It was needed and only when they were gone, he climbed up on the desk as well, beginning to plant small bites and licks down his lover's throat and neck, coevally opening the buttons of his shirt. He just wanted Die exposed, wanted to drink in the sight of his gorgeous body while he made him go through as much pleasure as possible.
The redhead was groaning lowly, shamelessly showing how much he enjoyed every single second already. When the buttons were open he lifted his upper body a bit to allow the other man slide the garment off him properly. As soon as his arms were free from the sleeves he grabbed his husband's head, kissing him passionately. The kiss was long and deep, and neither of them wanted to let go of it before they absolutely had to.
Once the contact broke Die gave the other man a grin. "I love that your table is so big." As if to underline the words he lied back down stretching out his arms to the sides, arching his back slightly. He knew that he was practically presenting himself, and enjoyed the way Kaoru's eyes followed the movement.
It was impossible for Kaoru not to stare. With clear hunger, he let his gaze roam all over his husband's body, drinking in the sight. "Gods you are gorgeous." Kaoru sounded indeed admiring. Never had he met somebody quite like the redhead, who was both so gorgeous, arrogant, self-confident AND who liked to be fucked so much. There was something in Die that challenged him to make him writhe and squirm in pleasure, to show him that he was the best Die had ever had. Kaoru didn't know why this urge suddenly occurred inside him, but it was there, strong and demanding, made him think about his every move as well as watch the other man's reactions attentively.
Slowly, Kaoru slid between Die's parted legs but then suddenly bowed his head down and licked along his arousal once from base to tip. "You know, I'm not bad with my tongue either," he stated, looking at the other man with a grin before he closed his lips around the thick flesh and moved his head down, slowly, relishing.
That took the redhead by surprise and it felt so heavenly that he barely could get a hold of himself not to come right then and there. A long, raw groan tore its way from his throat and he banged his head backwards, hitting the table hard. It didn't matter though, he barely noticed, since his whole consciousness was directed to the sensations he was going through. "Gods Kaoru… you're killing me!" His voice was a mere whisper, shaky and almost broke in the end.
Willingly Die parted his legs further, offering himself unconditionally for the other man to do as he wished. Somehow he didn't have any doubts that Kaoru could make him lose his mind completely, knew that he would be like wax in his husband's hands in mere seconds. He didn't even remember when he would've last had someone who could do to him even half of what Kaoru was capable of.
For some time, the older man just attended the hard flesh with his tongue and mouth, sucking hard at times. Whenever he felt Die get close to the edge, he eased his ministrations again though, somehow instinctively knowing the perfect moment to stop. He tried to keep his eyes open, wanted to see the other man's pleasure as much as he felt and heard it.
Finally, Kaoru let the hard flesh slip away from his mouth though and sat up. His heart was beating wildly in his chest when he allowed his gaze to caress the younger man's flushed features, imprinting every expression into his memory. Slowly, like in trance, he pushed Die's legs up until he was satisfied with the position. Or more until he thought it would be good to give his lover what he had been asking for.
To stifle the inevitable sounds that would certainly form in either of their throats, Kaoru leaned down and initiated a deep, passionate kiss. Using that as a distraction, he steadied his arousal and carefully invaded the other man, letting him feel every inch slide inside.
That was the moment Die had been waiting for and already feeling the hard flesh slide into him, stretching him wider, was enough to make a wave of pleasure course through every molecule of his being. He grabbed his husband's head, holding him still while deepening the kiss even further until it almost hurt. If he would've been able to collect a clear thought he would've congratulated his husband for realizing this was the best way to stifle all possible sounds.
Somehow time stopped mattering, their surroundings stopped mattering, and everything that counted was the two of them and the pleasure they were sharing. When the kiss finally broke, Die pressed their foreheads together, gazing the other man deep in the eye. It was as if he needed the contact between their eyes almost as much as the contact between their bodies.
Neither of them dared to blink and even when Kaoru began to set a steady rhythm of slow and deep thrusts, he held the eye-contact. There was a whole new world hidden in the chocolate brown depths that could sparkle in dangerous amber whenever their owner was angry or agitated. They held Kaoru captive, sucked him in and he felt as if Die allowed him to see down right to the bottom of his soul.
The intensity of the emotions along with the mind-blowing physical pleasure made everything almost unreal, too much and yet not enough. Kaoru knew he was addicted to the other man already, wouldn't want to change anything between them ever again. And he also knew that he would never allow anybody else to lie hands on Die again; not even the redhead himself. That was, if he wasn't allowed to watch.
It didn't take long and their rapid breaths were washing over each other's faces, mixing as their united bodies were pushed higher together. It was a miracle to Kaoru but he knew when Die would inhale and instinctively inhaled at the same time, knew when he would tense and then used the moment for a harder thrust to make it all better for both of them. All of this happened subconsciously though since the primary feeling was divine pleasure, lust and passion.
It was exactly what Die had asked for: slow, deep and extremely intense, making both of them simply lose control over themselves momentarily. They were moving against each other in perfect unison, and the younger man could've sworn that they were truly melting into one single living and breathing creature for those few moments of divine pleasure.
What was almost new, at least in this much intensity, was that they both were craving for the closeness as much as for the mere pleasure. Die had sneaked his arms around the other man's neck, holding him closer to himself, and the contact between their eyes still hadn't broken. It was even a little confusing for the redhead and just when he felt he was getting his finger on it, the whole moment was over.
Eventually neither of them knew who begun tensing first. Suddenly it just was there and devolved on both of them, the orgasm rocking through their joined bodies with incredible force. Wordlessly they crushed their mouths together, finally allowing the eye-contact to break. Despite the intensity of the feelings they were going through, the kiss was almost gentle, slow and unhurried.
Both of Kaoru's hands had vanished in Die's hair and he was crawling him, his weight resting on his elbows not to crush the other man. This definitely had been more than a quick shag; something he wouldn't have thought possible on the desk right in his office.
When the kiss broke finally, he was looking at his husband from sparkling eyes, a faint smile tugging his lips. "I can't believe that you come without me touching you at all," he said the first thing that crossed his mind although it might not have been suitable for the situation.
The words made Die chuckle though and he tilted his head enough to plant a kiss on the other man's lips. "I'm just that good. Or, correction, you are just that good." His grin melted into a soft smile though, and he cupped his husband's cheek in his palm gently. "I have no idea what you've done to me. But I know that you turned me into an addict."
Die could still remember the times when he had hated the other man so much that he would've never considered possible even liking him. Right now when he was looking deep into those dark eyes he could feel his heart skip a beat though, and he knew his feelings had changed to the complete opposite. A part of him wanted to say it out loud, but he hesitated, not knowing how it would be received.
Kaoru was looking back openly, clearly showing what was going on inside him. Before he pulled out of the other man, he again connected their lips into a slow, gentle kiss. "It's a good thing, being addicted to me," he said with a wink but there was seriousness in his tone. "Because I'm not a bad person."
Now that he finally understood the circumstances of Die's family, that he had seen the cold, almost repellent bahaviour of the old Andou towards his son, he felt that Die deserved a bit love in his life; somebody he could rely on. And if the redhead allowed it, he would want to be that person.
After pecking Die's lips once more, Kaoru slid off the table, first quickly dressing himself before he searched for the scattered clothes of his husband. He could practically see Mrs Ono squirm on her seat while she tried to hold back his appointment and keep the man from just storming into his room. It was almost time to get home for some employees and although Kaoru would have rather just hidden in his office together with his husband and stayed there instead of going back to where they had to pretend to be something they are not, he didn't have the heart to let his employee wait much longer.
"I know you're not." Die was smiling as he sat on the edge of the table, watching the other man collect his clothes. Kaoru even helped him get dressed, and for some reason it made him feel more cared for than he had felt in a long time. Just when the older man closed the last button of his shirt and was about to withdraw to get the pants from the floor, Die grabbed his wrists and pulled him back close.
Wordlessly he initiated a deep kiss, trying to somehow play time to clear his thoughts. When they parted he shrugged inwardly though, thinking that what the hell, it would only hurt once if he got it out. "Kaoru?" His voice was tentative, his usual self-confident posture faded for a moment. "I meant it. That you turned me into an addict. Not only for, you know, the sex. It's you."
A few heartbeats long, Kaoru only looked at him and tried to process the meaning of the words he had just heard. Had Die just told him that he was falling in love with him? Most definitely. No, certainly. He had to admit that he was relieved. Kaoru himself had felt some time ago already how he had fallen for the younger man, how he was falling in love with him a little more every day. He had almost forgotten about the weird tension that had been between them in the beginning of their marriage, forgotten about the hatred he had felt for the other man. Now that he thought back, hatred had been quite a harsh feeling for somebody he hadn't really known. Maybe it had been his way to protect himself and not to put this marriage into jeopardy. After all, his family still would have serious troubles in case anybody found out that he and Die were carrying the marriage out.
Finally, after what had felt like an eternity, his eyes focused again and a small smile ghosted across his face. Instead of replying with words though, Kaoru leaned in and kissed Die, kissed him as tenderly as he could manage. He wanted to show him that he was worth being loved and that he returned the feeling whole-heartedly.
The kiss was enough to make Die's heart skip a beat and he instinctively closed his eyes, replying as best as he could, pouring all of his feelings into the contact. He felt oddly relieved now that he had gotten it out and had finally managed to admit both to himself and to his husband that he was indeed falling. It was something so new for him that he hadn't really known how to deal with it, especially seeing the odd situation they were in. But to know that Kaoru felt the same made it somehow easier and he knew that together they would somehow get through this. Even if it meant hiding for the rest of their lives - or more likely for the rest of Die's father's life.
When the kiss broke the redhead still planted a chaste peck on his husband's lips, smiling at him honestly. "Thank you." He didn't know whether he wanted to thank for the kiss, for returning the feelings, for the whole moment or for Kaoru just being the way he was. But he just left it at that, slowly getting on his slightly shaky legs. In no time he was already fully dressed, knowing he needed to hurry and get away since the other man was already severely late for his meeting.
Die had already turned to head to the door, but then suddenly turned around again and flashed the other man a bright grin, somehow feeling like he needed to lift the mood. "You know, I was kind of happy to see that your secretary is an elderly lady instead of some young gorgeous piece of ass I should be jealous of." He chuckled, his eyes sparkling merrily as he eyed his husband from head to toe. Admittedly, he partly used the moment to shamelessly check out the other man's gorgeous form once again.
That made Kaoru laugh and he shook his head. "Well, you have to thank my dad for it since he chose her for me." He had to admit that in the beginning he would have rather wanted a gorgeous man as private secretary, but Mrs Ono was beyond doubt the best he could have ever wished for. And she was discrete which was most important.
"So now you can sleep soundly, knowing you're the only gorgeous ass in my life," the slightly older man stated winking before he straightened his clothes a bit, hoping he made at least a decent appearance. Before Die could turn away though and leave, he added. "And make sure I'm getting something to eat when I'm home. I missed my lunch now…"
"Hey I'm not responsible for your food, I'm not your wif- no, actually I am." Die laughed and before the other man could stop him he had stepped closer and launched himself at him, hugging him tight while kissing him short and deep. Once they parted he winked. "I will make sure that there's a warm and nice meal waiting for you the moment you step inside."
Chuckling, Kaoru first squeezed his lover's rear but then slapped him playfully. "Good. At least you only have to observe the cook and see that he creates something delicious instead of standing in the kitchen yourself for hours."
They both had troubles to part although they knew they had to. This visit had loosened the last knot and had cleared things between them. It was relieving and frightening at the same time. Kaoru decided to enjoy it though that he now knew what the other man, his husband, thought of him. Besides, the bliss from the just experienced sex was still lingering in him and made him feel somewhat high.
Finally though, Die left, wriggling his butt in a teasing manner before he closed the door and practically waltzed out of the room. Chuckling to himself, Kaoru sat down at the table and tried to gather his thoughts - and the papers that had scattered all over the floor in the heat of passion - before he told Mrs Ono to let his appointment in. It was a short meeting only since somehow Kaoru couldn't wait to get home. He knew that things there would be different from how they had been in his office and still he wanted to see Die again, was yearning for any sign of his affection, be it a small smile or a faint touch.
The redhead had told their cook that he wanted to eat early that day and had asked him to make this one delicious pasta-sauce, which he knew Kaoru loved. Thankfully he liked it a lot himself too, so it wasn't like the cook would get suspicious for him requesting his husband's favourite food while he was supposed to hate the man. Afterwards Die was trying to watch some television but simply couldn't concentrate on anything since he was counting seconds until Kaoru would be back home again.
When the door finally opened Die had serious troubles in holding himself back so that he wouldn't just go to the door and greet his husband with a deep kiss, telling him that he had missed him. He managed somehow though, and they had to settle for a quick, chaste peck when they were alone in the room. It was enough to make both of them smile though and even when they were sitting at the dining table, eating, Die felt slightly light-headed and his heart was beating faster than usual.
Author: seinen_no and fonulyn
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Die and Kaoru
Disclaimer: We own no one, only our dirty imaginations.
Summary: The Niikura’s and the Andou’s used to be the two biggest families in town, wealthy and respected to the point of practically ruling the business as they wished. Times have changed though, and thus the heads of the clans have decided to take the needed steps to join their families to restore their power. Single persons don’t have much to say about anything when the whole future of the families is in question, that much the eldest sons of the Niikura family and the Andou family have to come to notice.
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seinen_no: Oh, it's been centuries and I rather not apologise but hope the ones who know the story enjoy this new chapter. The ones who don't know it, do not worry, dears, this is totally readable without knowing what happened before (not that it wouldn't be very worth it *wink*). So enjoy^^
fonulyn: Truth to be told I didn’t even have the time to proofread this the third and final time but since the week is running out and I’m going to be super-busy tomorrow, I figured that I’d just post it and tell you to enjoy! XD And yes, this chapter can be read even without knowing the story behind it so go for it!
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Previously happened: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7
Shotgun Wedding
Chapter 8: Unexpected Visitor
Somehow what had happened at the party ended up uniting them more, and they noticed that they were drifting closer to each other. Neither of them really minded though, quite the contrary since it was actually a nice feeling to get along. The only problem was their servants still, having their ears and eyes everywhere so that the two had to be more than careful. If it hadn't been for the moments of togetherness they managed to steal every now and then they would've gone mad with all the pressure.
There was something enticing too in having to hide, being quiet and careful, but if you have to do it all the time at every hour, it could and most certainly would become a drag. Still, neither of them faltered or accidentally dropped their roles. They even came up with fake arguments every now and then, slamming doors and one time, Die even threw a plate to the floor to release his anger, fooling the curious servants. Right after the incident, the maid came hurrying, throwing a compassionate glance at Kaoru who again was sitting at the huge dining-table all alone. It was as if they were living in the Truman Show. Nothing was real, not even their own feelings.
In the mornings when Kaoru had to leave for work, he sometimes stopped a moment beside his husband's bed, kissed the puff of his hair or his lips shortly. He even whispered sweet nothings at times, knowing Die was still fast asleep and wouldn't hear those. Yet, it was almost a feeling of normality to act like that, even if it was only behind closed doors. Whenever he returned home and his husband was sitting in the living-room, watching TV, he received a small kiss on his temple or hair as well. Of course only when Kaoru was sure nobody was around to spy on them.
That was as close as they got for a long time though, because both men were too afraid to cause suspicions amongst the servants who seemed to have become even more curious after the birthday party of Die's father. It probably hadn't been too clever to defend Die this fiercely, since it only raised the old Andou's suspicions, but Kaoru didn't regret a single moment. He and Die were too clever to get caught.
It didn't take long for Die to notice that he was looking forward to Kaoru returning home from work, stopped everything he was doing and scheduled whatever he had to do during the days so that he would definitely be home at that moment if possible. Already receiving a small kiss on his temple was something that made him feel better than words could tell. He had no idea why he was feeling like that but it was there and he didn't want to let go of that. For those few seconds they could pretend to be a normal married couple, greeting each other after being apart for the whole day.
The redhead noticed as well that Kaoru seemed to get more touchy with him otherwise too. Whenever servants weren't present and they had the chance, Kaoru would touch his shoulder softly, plant a kiss somewhere on his face, smile at him or something similar. It was more a rule than the exception, and Die had nothing against it as he was growing to enjoy those gestures more and more with each passing day.
Sometimes the day simply felt too long to Die though, like time would've stopped. Minutes were like hours, hours like days and he felt like exploding when he was home the whole day with nothing else to do but to think. Usually he went shopping, took care of things that needed to be attended, and tried to keep himself busy. It wasn't as if there would've been much more to do in the evenings either but he at least had Kaoru there to keep him company, be it only both watching television silently.
Die had even been playing with the thought of visiting his husband at the office during the day, but thus far he had only left it at that and hadn't even seriously considered putting the thought into action. What would he say? 'Hi Kaoru, I was bored so I came to bother you'? He knew that the other man probably wouldn't mind him stopping by at all, but still there was something that held him back. Until one day, when he felt especially restless and unable to stay still, he decided that he could as well try the thought out and see where it would lead them.
It was around noon and Kaoru still had so much to do that he wouldn't get out of the office for lunch till two or three in the afternoon. If he hadn't been such a workaholic, he could have just delegated some of the work and made one of his employees take care of it, but he liked to be in control, wanted to know everything that was happening in the company and take every decision himself. Outside it was a cloudy autumn day and Kaoru thought that he maybe should order some lunch to the office or have one of the trainees get him some so that he wouldn't get wet in case it started to pour.
Suddenly, the intercom creaked and he heard his secretary's voice. She was a small, stout and very reliable lady in her mid-forties and Kaoru had practically inherited her from his father. "Mr. Niikura. Your husband is here and asks permission to come inside."
Kaoru startled. Die was there? Did something happen or was he just bored? "Well of course let him in," he replied a bit annoyed even since it should have been a matter of course that one's spouse was allowed to drop by for a visit.
It didn't take more than a minute and the door already opened, the tall redhead stepping into the room. Instantly he flashed a smile, even reaching behind himself to quickly lock the door before he walked closer to the other man's desk. "Heya," As soon as he was close enough he slipped between Kaoru's chair and his desk, leaning down to plant a kiss on his lips.
When he pulled back he looked more than happy with himself, leaning a bit backwards against the table while taking a good look around in the room. "I don't think I've even been here before. But well… It's kind of boring." He chuckled, turning back to look at the other man.
The words made Kaoru chuckle and he sneaked his arms around the taller man's waist loosely. "Does that mean you want to leave again right away?" he asked. His voice clearly gave away that he didn't expect a 'yes' for an answer. His work could wait a bit, right? After all, he was working harder than anybody else in this company so he could also take a short break in between.
"Of course not!" Die announced instantly, and before his husband even realized what was going on he was sitting back on his chair, the redhead sitting on his lap, straddling his hips. "I came here to see you, not the boring office, silly." He had circled his arms around the smaller man's neck, and was grinning at him freely.
"Well, then let me show you that there's at least something interesting in this room." Kaoru mirrored the redhead's expression and stretched his neck a bit to initiate a slow, deep kiss. It didn't last long though and when they parted again, Kaoru reached past the redhead, pressing the button of the intercom. "Miss Ono. I don't want to be disturbed at the moment."
Afterwards, he just winked at Die with a happy expression on his face. "Got bored sitting at home?" His voice was a bit lower than before because he couldn't deny that he liked how the other man's weight was resting upon him and stirred this certain need that again had had some time to rise.
"Extremely bored." The younger man admitted instantly, chuckling as it was so true. "And know what?" He lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, leaning down to breathe straight into his husband's ear. "I was thinking of you." Something in his tone gave away that the thoughts he had mentioned hadn't exactly been of the purest kind.
It was enough to make a small shudder run down the young Niikura's spine and he closed his eyes for a moment. "Of me?" he asked, a teasing undertone carrying in his voice. "And what did you think?" he went on while his hands were sliding down his husband's back until they were resting on his butt, squeezing a bit.
"I was thinking how it would be to have you there with me," Die began slowly, shifting a bit on his place until he was happy with his position. He ran his fingers down the other man's chest, shamelessly roaming his hand down to his crotch. "So I could make you hot. You're so fucking gorgeous when you're getting lost in pleasure, you know that?"
Again, Kaoru's eyes fell shut as the small touch sent a tingling feeling everywhere through his body, the words doing their own part. "I wouldn't know," he purred. "Usually I don't see myself. But I see you." Suddenly, his eyes snapped open and he gazed at Die with a certain desire. "And it's enough to say that you are gorgeous. Not only when you're lost in pleasure," he gave away with a faint smile.
He was instantly rewarded with a slow but deep kiss, and the redhead brought his free hand up to cup his husband's face, his thumb stroking his cheek. Still he didn't stop his advances, moving his hand on the other man's groin to see if he could make him react already. Inwardly he congratulated himself for his idea, this being already worth coming here if one asked him.
When the kiss broke he still kept their faces close to each other, teasingly running his tongue along the other man's lips. "I'm here to make this an unforgettable workday for you," he announced with a smirk, dropping his voice to a mere purr as he went on. "Would you like that?" Again he moved his hand, squeezing his husband's awakening arousal lightly.
One could practically see the hunger in Kaoru's eyes. A bit too late, he nodded, his voice raspy as if he hadn't used it in a long time. "Yeah." The word was nothing but a whiff of hot breath against Die's lips. The whole moment set his body on fire, made him desire the other man more than he thought would be possible. "And how are you going to do that?" he still had to ask, tilting his head a bit while he never left the other man's face with his gaze.
The mere tone of his voice made Die shudder, and he didn't bother even trying to conceal that. He answered the gaze straight, his voice almost dreamy as he answered, shrugging. "I thought I could first show you that I can do other things than kiss with my mouth too." A smirk appeared on his lips instantly and one could see this certain sparkle in his eyes. "And then, I see how fast you're ready to go again so that I get a piece of you."
On its own, Kaoru's mouth dropped open a bit and he released all the air from his lungs. That was definitely an offer he couldn't reject. But before Die could move away from him, he caught his chin between his thumb and index-finger, leaning so close that their lips were almost touching. First, Kaoru caressed the other man's lips softly with his own, but then he initiated a passionate kiss, his heart going a thousand miles an hour already due to the sweet anticipation. "If you go on like this," he breathed out after the kiss had ended, "you will make me react again and again within no time."
"Again and again? Baby, you still need to work too." The redhead chuckled, but couldn't cover how pleased he was to hear that. He brought both hands up, holding his husband's head still while kissing him hungrily. Meanwhile he pressed himself even closer to the warm, firm body, practically grinding their hips together. As soon as it had begun the kiss was over though, and Kaoru had barely time to inhale deeply before he noticed the taller man already sliding down to the floor.
Gently but at the same time determinedly Die pushed the other man's knees apart, settling better between them. His gaze was directed up to his husband's face all the time though, his eyes seductive, almost challenging. Slowly he ran the tip of his tongue along his lips while ably opening the pants to get further towards the promised blowjob.
Kaoru couldn't tear his eyes off the other man. There was no other description for Die in his mind than gorgeous and he desired him more than he could tell. Subconsciously, Kaoru leaned back and slid down a bit to be able to part his legs more, showing how much he already wanted it.
"Thank you for reminding me." A few breathless chuckles left the slightly older man and he thought that he could and certainly would forget about work if there hadn't been this one appointment later. One of his employees was to come to his office to report about the advances the company made in a certain area and it was too late now to call that off. Still, he was the boss and he could make the man wait if needed. This was far more important, too tempting to allow anything to distract him right now. "So you better hurry," Kaoru added winking, not really meaning it.
"Oh but I can make time stop for you." Die winked confidently, content to see what kind of reactions he had already earned from the other man although he hadn't even really begun yet. He urged his lover to lift his hips a bit so he could slide the pants lower, just enough though to gain unhindered access between his legs. He leaned closer and slowly, relishing, ran his lips along the other man's arousal from base to tip, the touch barely palpable for now. Oh he would make this good and enjoy every single second of it.
As if to prove those words - either to himself or to the other man - he repeated the movement, this time using his tongue though. A few small, pleased sighs escaped him as he really enjoyed the moment, determined to give it his best shot just to do what he had promised and make this an unforgettable day for his husband.
A long incoherent sigh left Kaoru and his eyes fell shut without him having control over it. Quickly, he opened them again though, looking down on himself not to miss a second of what was happening. He could see the delight on Die's features, heard it in the small noises he made and he would bet a fortune that doing this turned the other man on to no end as well.
From the day when they had begun having sex regularly, Kaoru had fantasized about this moment. No, he had fantasized about it before already, even when he had hated Die still, he had seen him kneel before him, his lips closed around his cock whenever he was having a moment of intimacy with his hand. Living the fantasy now was different, better, much better if one asked him. One of Kaoru's hands vanished in those silky red strands, gripping them tight without urging nor holding him back…. Yet.
Somehow it made a shiver run along Die's spine though and he already imagined what would happen if he would just pull back now. Would the other man be bold enough to just take what he wanted, use that grip to make him go on? Right now he had no intentions to stop though and instead he went on with the ministrations almost eagerly keeping them still light and barely enough to push the other man higher though.
The younger man knew that it would be even better if he took his time, allowing the sweet anticipation to rise higher and only then grant the other man what he was yearning for. Still he moved to intensify the ministrations a bit, carefully using not only his lips and tongue but also his teeth on the rigid flesh, just to see if his husband would like that or not.
A quite loud groan slipped Kaoru, showing that he indeed liked it. He had always been more up for the rougher way and now his hips even moved forward a bit on their own accord. This was better than he could have ever dreamed of and he was willing to allow Die to do as he pleased, curious how it would go. After all, they didn't know much about each other still but after this day, both men would have gained a bit more information about each other.
When Die once touched the sensitive tip of his arousal with his tongue, another surprised groan escaped the slightly older man and his eyes shot open wide as a wave of pleasure coursed through his whole being. Hopefully, Mrs Ono was out to lunch just like she should be at this hour or then she was wearing her headphones to take a dictation he had recorded some time earlier.
A pleased mewl escaped the younger man when he noticed the other one's reactions, how his hips moved up suddenly and he couldn't hold back the sounds that were spilling from his lips anymore. That was even more than Die had expected, as he somehow had always imagined his husband to be more stoic, but he definitely enjoyed it more this way himself. It already turned him on to see Kaoru's flushed cheeks, his pleasure distorted features and the look in his eyes that spoke of pure lust.
As if to reward the other man Die circled the sensitive tip with his tongue again, teasing the area before enclosing his lips around the head of the arousal. He didn't move his head down though, at least not yet, but instead sucked on the hardness slightly, his gaze directed straight at his husband to be sure not to miss a single reaction from him.
The grip on his hair tightened, but Kaoru fought the urge to just push his head down and didn't do it. It had been quite some time since somebody had played him like his husband did and he had to admit that he enjoyed it even more because it was Die who elicited all those sensations within him; who seemed to know exactly how to use his tongue, lips and teeth and where he was the most sensitive.
After a few more seconds, Kaoru already felt like dying, his body trembling in need that didn't find a proper channel to be released. And then he did something he couldn't remember ever having done, he begged. Instead of just urging Die's head down, forcing him to take all of him into his throat, he begged him to do it between ragged breaths.
That was probably the sexiest thing Die had ever heard in his life. He would've never assumed that his husband would beg in the first place, and when he did it in his low, gorgeous voice it instantly made Die shudder. He hadn't planned on giving in already but somehow he found himself helpless but to succumb, wanted to please the other man so desperately that he didn't hold back anymore.
Still he kept the pace slow as he finally moved his head, relaxing his throat to be able to take all of the other man inside. Coevally he sucked hard, using his tongue on the hard flesh as best as he could until he could feel the head of the arousal touch the back of his throat. It took a moment until he was able to suppress the gag reflex properly, but he managed and turned his attention completely at pleasuring his lover. That was simply the most important thing right now, to make Kaoru feel good, although the whole moment turned him on to no end as well.
A few whimpers were escaping Kaoru, because all the sensations he was going through had made him careless. He didn't bother though, couldn't, as his whole attention was directed to his arousal and Die's mouth as if those were the only two things in the world that mattered. He was still clawing the red strands while his other hand had gripped the armrest of his chair, his knuckles turning white.
Thousands bits and pieces of images, memories, thoughts and emotions were coursing through his brains, without him being able to get a hold of a single one of them. This confusing mass shut down his brains when wave after wave of pleasure pushed him higher. Already seeing his whole length vanish almost easily inside his lover's mouth had made him shudder, but hearing all the small sounds Die made combined with the sucking made him teeter on the edge within seconds.
What was it that made this so special? Their situation? The fact that they both hated Die's father and used this to get back on him? Well, Kaoru had found the explanation for himself and to him this was sufficient. With the next flicking of his husband's tongue against the crown, he almost fell over the cliff, only barely able to hold back. He didn't just want to come into the other man's mouth. Why, he didn't know himself. Still, before he could withdraw or warn Die, his body succumbed to the pleasure it had resisted so bravely for all this time. With a small surprised yelp, something inside him snapped and Kaoru released himself down the other man's throat, unable to change it anymore.
Die didn't mind though, quite the contrary, and he stayed still patiently, sucking almost lazily still to enhance the feelings for his lover as much as possible. Only when Kaoru slumped back down on his chair, the tension slowly leaving him, the redhead withdrew. For a moment he plainly admired his creation, sitting back on his heels to gain better view. Kaoru was simply the most gorgeous thing on earth like this, Die was certain of that, with his cheeks still flushed, his chest heaving along to ragged breaths, somewhat distant look in his eyes.
Only after a moment Die straightened, leaning down to steal a short but deep kiss since he couldn't resist, not any longer. He wanted to give the other man a moment still to sample the feelings he had just gone through and so he simply sat down on his lap again, circling his arms around his neck loosely. "Feel good, eh?" There was even something soft in his voice, not only the secure and teasing tone from before.
Kaoru held this eyes tightly closed and smacked a couple of times, still tasting the other man and his own bitter release in his mouth. Slowly, he looked up though, gazing deep into Die's eyes. "What do you think?" he answered with a counterquestion, his voice raspy and coated. Yet, one could clearly hear the both, loving and teasing undertone that was hidden there.
"Oh I think that you loved it!" Die laughed, his eyes sparkling and he instantly leaned in to steal a short kiss. "You loved it so much that now you can never get enough." He winked, looking definitely pleased and even proud of himself. He couldn't deny though that he had loved it too, had enjoyed providing the other man pleasure like that, and would do it again anytime.
"You are right." Kaoru settled for the truth because he had loved it and now his fantasies would have the matching sensations to the image and probably wouldn't leave him alone ever again. "But you loved it too," he purred, dropping his hand like accidentally until it was resting straight between his husband's legs. "So much that now you're thinking of how to best get rid of this pretty hard-on."
"Hmm," The initial answer was a pleased purr, and the redhead even moved his hips a little bit into the touch. He ran his lips along the other man's jawline, straight to his ear to place a kiss underneath it. "I can't deny that. But gods, I would've never in my life thought you'd beg! That was so fucking hot!" He laughed, pulling back a bit to be able to look Kaoru in the eye. "I would've more thought you'd just take what you want, you know. Fuck my mouth like you usually fuck me."
The enthusiasm in his voice made Kaoru chuckle and earned Die a short, wet kiss. "You can consider that an honour," he said with a smirk while his fingers were already working to open the redhead's pants. He didn't want that nice arousal to go to waste and rather wanted to touch it. "I'm sorry though if I disappointed you. Next time I will be better and just take what I want, make you choke and whimper." His voice was only half teasing and half serious.
"Baby, you call that a disappointment? That was the hottest thing I've witnessed in ages!" The younger man explained instantly, honestly meaning it as he had been more positively surprised. Although he wouldn't have minded the other option too. Somehow everything seemed to be just perfect when it came to Kaoru. "I just tho-" His sentence was cut in the middle and his words turned into an incoherent groan as he felt his husband's hand sneak into his pants.
"You just thought I'd be this arrogant bastard who only knows how to take without asking nicely," Kaoru said lowly, the words muffled as he had begun to nibble on the other man's neck. He had to admit that he even liked hearing the petname, liked how it easily rolled off Die's throat. It sounded so loving and Kaoru had to admit that he didn't mind that at all. He himself wasn't a man of many words and right now, he was too turned on by the rigid flesh in his palm to think much.
"Well I suppose so…" Die chuckled breathlessly, but wasn't really capable of forming more intelligent replies since the touch alone was enough to push him higher, and he merely concentrated on the pleasant feelings. His eyes were closed, his lips parted slightly as he drew in shaky breaths. "Don't take it as a bad thing though." He had to add after a moment, an amused undertone in his voice. He shifted on the other man's lap, sneaking his hand down to his groin to see if he could make him react as he wished already.
Kaoru had already expected something like that because Die had warned him before already. He closed his eyes, never stopping to nibble on the redhead's neck or stroke his arousal but otherwise allowed him to do as he pleased. "Trust me, I know it's not a bad thing, because I can feel how much you enjoyed it." Kaoru had totally forgotten how much time had passed already and he didn't care. All that was on his mind was his husband and the thought that this was the nicest thing somebody had done for him in a long time; the visit AND the blowjob.
That made Die grin and he tilted his head as if to offer his husband more skin to work with, since he simply enjoyed the moment endlessly. The teasing touches on his arousal made him shiver but he tried to hold back, not wanting to let this end before he got what he wanted. Ably he began providing the other man with touches to make him react as soon as possible, making a delighted sound as he thought he felt some kind of reaction. "C'mon, baby." He purred lowly. "Show me how much you want me."
"Gods Die!" Kaoru threw his head back, inhaling deeply with a hissing sound. Die's hand was ably tantalizing all the right places and soon he was squirming again underneath the other man. "Tell me what you want," he asked, his lips almost touching the other man's ear as he spoke.
"You." The answer was clear and simple and the redhead didn't even need to think about it before he replied. "Deep, intense, slow…" He knew fully well that they didn't have time to do what they wished for as long as they wished, but he simply didn't mind. If his husband would be late for his meetings then be it, he couldn't have cared less and he knew that right now he was in the position to demand what he wanted.
Every word shot through the slightly smaller man like electricity and a small groan left him at the mere image. Yes, Die was right. He indeed was in the position to demand whatever he wanted. With a bit of trouble, Kaoru managed to get up without pushing his husband off his lap. Instead, he seated Die down on the desk right before him. And then he did something he wouldn't have thought he'd ever do. He swooped some items to the side carelessly so that Die had enough room to lie down.
"You will get what you want. All of it," Kaoru purred while undoing the redhead's pants completely. It was needed and only when they were gone, he climbed up on the desk as well, beginning to plant small bites and licks down his lover's throat and neck, coevally opening the buttons of his shirt. He just wanted Die exposed, wanted to drink in the sight of his gorgeous body while he made him go through as much pleasure as possible.
The redhead was groaning lowly, shamelessly showing how much he enjoyed every single second already. When the buttons were open he lifted his upper body a bit to allow the other man slide the garment off him properly. As soon as his arms were free from the sleeves he grabbed his husband's head, kissing him passionately. The kiss was long and deep, and neither of them wanted to let go of it before they absolutely had to.
Once the contact broke Die gave the other man a grin. "I love that your table is so big." As if to underline the words he lied back down stretching out his arms to the sides, arching his back slightly. He knew that he was practically presenting himself, and enjoyed the way Kaoru's eyes followed the movement.
It was impossible for Kaoru not to stare. With clear hunger, he let his gaze roam all over his husband's body, drinking in the sight. "Gods you are gorgeous." Kaoru sounded indeed admiring. Never had he met somebody quite like the redhead, who was both so gorgeous, arrogant, self-confident AND who liked to be fucked so much. There was something in Die that challenged him to make him writhe and squirm in pleasure, to show him that he was the best Die had ever had. Kaoru didn't know why this urge suddenly occurred inside him, but it was there, strong and demanding, made him think about his every move as well as watch the other man's reactions attentively.
Slowly, Kaoru slid between Die's parted legs but then suddenly bowed his head down and licked along his arousal once from base to tip. "You know, I'm not bad with my tongue either," he stated, looking at the other man with a grin before he closed his lips around the thick flesh and moved his head down, slowly, relishing.
That took the redhead by surprise and it felt so heavenly that he barely could get a hold of himself not to come right then and there. A long, raw groan tore its way from his throat and he banged his head backwards, hitting the table hard. It didn't matter though, he barely noticed, since his whole consciousness was directed to the sensations he was going through. "Gods Kaoru… you're killing me!" His voice was a mere whisper, shaky and almost broke in the end.
Willingly Die parted his legs further, offering himself unconditionally for the other man to do as he wished. Somehow he didn't have any doubts that Kaoru could make him lose his mind completely, knew that he would be like wax in his husband's hands in mere seconds. He didn't even remember when he would've last had someone who could do to him even half of what Kaoru was capable of.
For some time, the older man just attended the hard flesh with his tongue and mouth, sucking hard at times. Whenever he felt Die get close to the edge, he eased his ministrations again though, somehow instinctively knowing the perfect moment to stop. He tried to keep his eyes open, wanted to see the other man's pleasure as much as he felt and heard it.
Finally, Kaoru let the hard flesh slip away from his mouth though and sat up. His heart was beating wildly in his chest when he allowed his gaze to caress the younger man's flushed features, imprinting every expression into his memory. Slowly, like in trance, he pushed Die's legs up until he was satisfied with the position. Or more until he thought it would be good to give his lover what he had been asking for.
To stifle the inevitable sounds that would certainly form in either of their throats, Kaoru leaned down and initiated a deep, passionate kiss. Using that as a distraction, he steadied his arousal and carefully invaded the other man, letting him feel every inch slide inside.
That was the moment Die had been waiting for and already feeling the hard flesh slide into him, stretching him wider, was enough to make a wave of pleasure course through every molecule of his being. He grabbed his husband's head, holding him still while deepening the kiss even further until it almost hurt. If he would've been able to collect a clear thought he would've congratulated his husband for realizing this was the best way to stifle all possible sounds.
Somehow time stopped mattering, their surroundings stopped mattering, and everything that counted was the two of them and the pleasure they were sharing. When the kiss finally broke, Die pressed their foreheads together, gazing the other man deep in the eye. It was as if he needed the contact between their eyes almost as much as the contact between their bodies.
Neither of them dared to blink and even when Kaoru began to set a steady rhythm of slow and deep thrusts, he held the eye-contact. There was a whole new world hidden in the chocolate brown depths that could sparkle in dangerous amber whenever their owner was angry or agitated. They held Kaoru captive, sucked him in and he felt as if Die allowed him to see down right to the bottom of his soul.
The intensity of the emotions along with the mind-blowing physical pleasure made everything almost unreal, too much and yet not enough. Kaoru knew he was addicted to the other man already, wouldn't want to change anything between them ever again. And he also knew that he would never allow anybody else to lie hands on Die again; not even the redhead himself. That was, if he wasn't allowed to watch.
It didn't take long and their rapid breaths were washing over each other's faces, mixing as their united bodies were pushed higher together. It was a miracle to Kaoru but he knew when Die would inhale and instinctively inhaled at the same time, knew when he would tense and then used the moment for a harder thrust to make it all better for both of them. All of this happened subconsciously though since the primary feeling was divine pleasure, lust and passion.
It was exactly what Die had asked for: slow, deep and extremely intense, making both of them simply lose control over themselves momentarily. They were moving against each other in perfect unison, and the younger man could've sworn that they were truly melting into one single living and breathing creature for those few moments of divine pleasure.
What was almost new, at least in this much intensity, was that they both were craving for the closeness as much as for the mere pleasure. Die had sneaked his arms around the other man's neck, holding him closer to himself, and the contact between their eyes still hadn't broken. It was even a little confusing for the redhead and just when he felt he was getting his finger on it, the whole moment was over.
Eventually neither of them knew who begun tensing first. Suddenly it just was there and devolved on both of them, the orgasm rocking through their joined bodies with incredible force. Wordlessly they crushed their mouths together, finally allowing the eye-contact to break. Despite the intensity of the feelings they were going through, the kiss was almost gentle, slow and unhurried.
Both of Kaoru's hands had vanished in Die's hair and he was crawling him, his weight resting on his elbows not to crush the other man. This definitely had been more than a quick shag; something he wouldn't have thought possible on the desk right in his office.
When the kiss broke finally, he was looking at his husband from sparkling eyes, a faint smile tugging his lips. "I can't believe that you come without me touching you at all," he said the first thing that crossed his mind although it might not have been suitable for the situation.
The words made Die chuckle though and he tilted his head enough to plant a kiss on the other man's lips. "I'm just that good. Or, correction, you are just that good." His grin melted into a soft smile though, and he cupped his husband's cheek in his palm gently. "I have no idea what you've done to me. But I know that you turned me into an addict."
Die could still remember the times when he had hated the other man so much that he would've never considered possible even liking him. Right now when he was looking deep into those dark eyes he could feel his heart skip a beat though, and he knew his feelings had changed to the complete opposite. A part of him wanted to say it out loud, but he hesitated, not knowing how it would be received.
Kaoru was looking back openly, clearly showing what was going on inside him. Before he pulled out of the other man, he again connected their lips into a slow, gentle kiss. "It's a good thing, being addicted to me," he said with a wink but there was seriousness in his tone. "Because I'm not a bad person."
Now that he finally understood the circumstances of Die's family, that he had seen the cold, almost repellent bahaviour of the old Andou towards his son, he felt that Die deserved a bit love in his life; somebody he could rely on. And if the redhead allowed it, he would want to be that person.
After pecking Die's lips once more, Kaoru slid off the table, first quickly dressing himself before he searched for the scattered clothes of his husband. He could practically see Mrs Ono squirm on her seat while she tried to hold back his appointment and keep the man from just storming into his room. It was almost time to get home for some employees and although Kaoru would have rather just hidden in his office together with his husband and stayed there instead of going back to where they had to pretend to be something they are not, he didn't have the heart to let his employee wait much longer.
"I know you're not." Die was smiling as he sat on the edge of the table, watching the other man collect his clothes. Kaoru even helped him get dressed, and for some reason it made him feel more cared for than he had felt in a long time. Just when the older man closed the last button of his shirt and was about to withdraw to get the pants from the floor, Die grabbed his wrists and pulled him back close.
Wordlessly he initiated a deep kiss, trying to somehow play time to clear his thoughts. When they parted he shrugged inwardly though, thinking that what the hell, it would only hurt once if he got it out. "Kaoru?" His voice was tentative, his usual self-confident posture faded for a moment. "I meant it. That you turned me into an addict. Not only for, you know, the sex. It's you."
A few heartbeats long, Kaoru only looked at him and tried to process the meaning of the words he had just heard. Had Die just told him that he was falling in love with him? Most definitely. No, certainly. He had to admit that he was relieved. Kaoru himself had felt some time ago already how he had fallen for the younger man, how he was falling in love with him a little more every day. He had almost forgotten about the weird tension that had been between them in the beginning of their marriage, forgotten about the hatred he had felt for the other man. Now that he thought back, hatred had been quite a harsh feeling for somebody he hadn't really known. Maybe it had been his way to protect himself and not to put this marriage into jeopardy. After all, his family still would have serious troubles in case anybody found out that he and Die were carrying the marriage out.
Finally, after what had felt like an eternity, his eyes focused again and a small smile ghosted across his face. Instead of replying with words though, Kaoru leaned in and kissed Die, kissed him as tenderly as he could manage. He wanted to show him that he was worth being loved and that he returned the feeling whole-heartedly.
The kiss was enough to make Die's heart skip a beat and he instinctively closed his eyes, replying as best as he could, pouring all of his feelings into the contact. He felt oddly relieved now that he had gotten it out and had finally managed to admit both to himself and to his husband that he was indeed falling. It was something so new for him that he hadn't really known how to deal with it, especially seeing the odd situation they were in. But to know that Kaoru felt the same made it somehow easier and he knew that together they would somehow get through this. Even if it meant hiding for the rest of their lives - or more likely for the rest of Die's father's life.
When the kiss broke the redhead still planted a chaste peck on his husband's lips, smiling at him honestly. "Thank you." He didn't know whether he wanted to thank for the kiss, for returning the feelings, for the whole moment or for Kaoru just being the way he was. But he just left it at that, slowly getting on his slightly shaky legs. In no time he was already fully dressed, knowing he needed to hurry and get away since the other man was already severely late for his meeting.
Die had already turned to head to the door, but then suddenly turned around again and flashed the other man a bright grin, somehow feeling like he needed to lift the mood. "You know, I was kind of happy to see that your secretary is an elderly lady instead of some young gorgeous piece of ass I should be jealous of." He chuckled, his eyes sparkling merrily as he eyed his husband from head to toe. Admittedly, he partly used the moment to shamelessly check out the other man's gorgeous form once again.
That made Kaoru laugh and he shook his head. "Well, you have to thank my dad for it since he chose her for me." He had to admit that in the beginning he would have rather wanted a gorgeous man as private secretary, but Mrs Ono was beyond doubt the best he could have ever wished for. And she was discrete which was most important.
"So now you can sleep soundly, knowing you're the only gorgeous ass in my life," the slightly older man stated winking before he straightened his clothes a bit, hoping he made at least a decent appearance. Before Die could turn away though and leave, he added. "And make sure I'm getting something to eat when I'm home. I missed my lunch now…"
"Hey I'm not responsible for your food, I'm not your wif- no, actually I am." Die laughed and before the other man could stop him he had stepped closer and launched himself at him, hugging him tight while kissing him short and deep. Once they parted he winked. "I will make sure that there's a warm and nice meal waiting for you the moment you step inside."
Chuckling, Kaoru first squeezed his lover's rear but then slapped him playfully. "Good. At least you only have to observe the cook and see that he creates something delicious instead of standing in the kitchen yourself for hours."
They both had troubles to part although they knew they had to. This visit had loosened the last knot and had cleared things between them. It was relieving and frightening at the same time. Kaoru decided to enjoy it though that he now knew what the other man, his husband, thought of him. Besides, the bliss from the just experienced sex was still lingering in him and made him feel somewhat high.
Finally though, Die left, wriggling his butt in a teasing manner before he closed the door and practically waltzed out of the room. Chuckling to himself, Kaoru sat down at the table and tried to gather his thoughts - and the papers that had scattered all over the floor in the heat of passion - before he told Mrs Ono to let his appointment in. It was a short meeting only since somehow Kaoru couldn't wait to get home. He knew that things there would be different from how they had been in his office and still he wanted to see Die again, was yearning for any sign of his affection, be it a small smile or a faint touch.
The redhead had told their cook that he wanted to eat early that day and had asked him to make this one delicious pasta-sauce, which he knew Kaoru loved. Thankfully he liked it a lot himself too, so it wasn't like the cook would get suspicious for him requesting his husband's favourite food while he was supposed to hate the man. Afterwards Die was trying to watch some television but simply couldn't concentrate on anything since he was counting seconds until Kaoru would be back home again.
When the door finally opened Die had serious troubles in holding himself back so that he wouldn't just go to the door and greet his husband with a deep kiss, telling him that he had missed him. He managed somehow though, and they had to settle for a quick, chaste peck when they were alone in the room. It was enough to make both of them smile though and even when they were sitting at the dining table, eating, Die felt slightly light-headed and his heart was beating faster than usual.