Gah!

[rabid_philoso]

I am so awkward. I am never gonna get another boyfriend. It's like I forgot how to attract boys and how to be adorable and make them like me. All I can do is sleep with a guy and then be really really awkward. Which is what I did last night, with the top of the list of boys I like, second time this has happened. Makes me want to punch myself in the

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[stapled2thewall]

If you really like these dudes then I'd say hold off on sleeping with them right away. If that's all they're looking for in the first place, then you're better off without them. From what I gather, boys will do whatever it takes to avoid awkward/weird moments like the morning after. Think back to before you dated John -- what happened then? My guess is you most likely built a friendship foundation and worked your way up from there. Try that.

Or you could always go the alternate route.

[onemoresolo]

would it cheer you up if i sent you what fly and wingit are working on for the new album?

[rabid_philoso]

yes, of course! Also... I think it would really make my day finally having mp3s of old fly and wingit stuff.