I'm quiting my vices for a month... and then after July is over I'll see where I want to go from there. No more drinking (excessively... I'll drink with restraint of the 4th), no more drugs (as if I did more then one particular drug), and no more sex or sexual things ( Read more... )

Tonight is dollar bowling night, first of the season. I've been waiting for this to start since classes ended. Finally something to get me through hump day! I'm pumped!

Yesterday I was in Wildwood, with my family. And we were in the ocean body surfing, cause we're awesome and that's what we do. But we stopped because this pod of dolphins was swimming around like one wavelength away from us. I had never seen them that close before. And then, they started playing with each other, and then they came really close, ( Read more... )

So things seem to be coming up Becca ( Read more... )

I'm horribly sunburnt and it's way to hot out. There's no air conditioner in my window yet cause my brother is a douche, so it's like easily 115 degrees in my room. You think I may be joking but no. Anyway the heat makes the sunburn more uncomfortable ( Read more... )

I need a fix and I'm reaching out in all directions.

Get a hold of yourself girl.

So I was thinking about a lot of stuff. I'm reallying coming together now. It's surprising to me how long this picking up the pieces of my broken heart is lasting. Like how much long after I'm kinda over the being attached to John thing that the bruises still last and the effect on me as a person, insecurity, inability to actually be interested in ( Read more... )

I'm a college graduate now ( Read more... )

ten

Today wasn't a good day. But I survived it. I didn't scream, I didn't yell, I didn't beg, I didn't cry (till I was alone.) And it's all done now. Sometimes people change, sometimes people turn into everything you didn't want them to be, and sometimes people let you down when you expect just maybe they'll prove to you that you were wrong ( Read more... )