. oh effing hell .

[rabid_pup]

Excuse my french... but i really needed that.

I visited my grandfather in hospital two days ago, and that's when i found out what nobody could find the right time to /tell/ me that he's in serious trouble. It was about late in the evening when we went, because my half-sis had a piano lesson in the afternoon. We went straight there and i heard my dad

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[annako]

Oh wow. What a tough issue to talk about. That's terrible, finding out that your grandpa has cancer. There's nothing I can say to change anything, but I just hope you realize that you're still allowed to feel happy and that you shouldn't feel obliged to feel miserable all the time for your grandpa. Your grandpa much rather you be happy on New years then to be unhappy on his account. The only thing left is to say everything you need to say to him, and to spend as much of the precious time you have left, and to think about things you've regretted doing to him and apologizing for it, and to give him a lot of hugs

[rabid_pup]

Yeah, i agree with that last sentence on chapter-3-of-ur-reply. That's why i was so happy when people actually responded ^^".. *glomps* It helps heaps~

I hope it turned out alright for your dad since that terrible incident last year? >.< It must be horrible being so far away from him when u recieved the news from the doctors, and not being able to be there for him. I didn't cry yet, although i came close after learning about the cancer. The thing about crying is that for me, it only comes out in public. But when i'm alone, the waterworks shut down completely so i mostly stare at the walls and think

[techno_beat]

Oh, hun, lemme give you a hug. D: *snugglehug*

I sort of know how you feel. My aunt was diagnosed with cancer last spring and passed away about a month after they found out... me and my parents went down to visit her at the beginning of April, so I spent my birthday visiting an aunt I loved and would never see again.

I know I can't do much to help, but I sincerely hope that things get better for you soon. After all, things have to get worse before they get better, right? Just don't give up hope, however cheesy that may sound. (:

[rabid_pup]

Thnx!~I welcome the cheese. <333 And i'm sorry about your aunt.. =[ But i think that that was a birthday well spent, having to get to see your loved aunt was a chance u shouldnt have to miss.

But u've already helped by dropping a few words here on this journal! Every little bit counts *huggles* ^^ And i do hope things get a little better, even though some things are inevitable now, and i cant do anything about it.