lounge. late. stoned. drunk. tobacco stench. cupcakes. infomercials.

it's probably been a good saturday.

i broke my nocturnal cycle. the result is an hour of sleep and a grumpster lookin' for a hug ( Read more... )

boo self-sabotage. tea makes things a little bit better. but my tea bag must've ripped cause i was left with little pieces of tea leaves taking over my mouth. yuck. my computer is so fucked up. seriously can't even handle me typing without lagging like cray cray. bryn is talking to me but i'm listening to music with my stupid annoying ear buds so i ( Read more... )

i love thinking about how much my past self would hate my now self. there's something so gratifyingly painful about it. and you think about sincerity and verification and the fact that you can't trust anyone ( Read more... )

essay to write. oops ( Read more... )

i feel like there is a disproportionate amount of either oldest or only children at this school. it would explain a lot. there's so much hope and faith put into the kids here. i wish my parents stopped ignoring my calls. i feel so disconnected. and then i see austin and remember how much i miss home, how much i hate it. i don't especially want to ( Read more... )

well hello there, livejournal ( Read more... )

my face hurts

college is trying to kill me. everclear, sick, concussion. everyone is going crazy, winter quarter?

i miss the ocean but not doubt.

i hate boys

on the upside, I'M COMING HOME IN 3 DAYS!!

it's 3 am. i have a lab report to write up and italian to do, and i have to wake up early and vote ( Read more... )