yeah so my voice is gone and i wont be attending school tomorrow...perhaps i wont be attending life either ( Read more... )

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i stil can't believe it happened. i have to write it out to make it seem real. i want it to go away but it won't...so...i just have to write about it and hope it will help. i feel so stupid because because my fears are unconstituted...NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME! yet i can still hear his voice and remember the fear...its blurry like a bad dream. little ( Read more... )

*oooh oooh! harry potter news!*
harry potter and the order of the pheonix....JUNE 21ST! YAY! 39 chapters and 768 pages of beautiful harry potter goodness...i can hardly contain myself! oh june....come quickly!

and intutition is synomynous with the word PARANOIA! why do we mistake paranoia for intution?

anyways...

obviously...

i'm alive...

damn

wow creativity its refreshing! i had to take a break from all that creative energy ready to break down my door...seriously its like 10 degrees hotter in my room! i was working with my lovely oil pastels and i'm making a green window with purpley curtains and an alien invasion outside! AHHHHHHHHHHH its weeeeird....i'm gonna go finish it straight ( Read more... )

you grew cold and i grow colder
you grew old and i grow older

i tried to draw your face and nothing came of it
so i tried to invent a new way with words...but failed

and then i ate an enchilada...

1.....2....3....4....

i declare a thumb war.

i blew up your thumb...you blew up my soul

we both lose...

i'm tongue tied...

tie me up again.

throw me on the cutting room floor, and rip me to pieces like you do so well.

i am fine...

and you were no longer just a blur ( Read more... )

i want to weep but i'm too shocked to weep....it has just been confirmed ( Read more... )