Everyday stream(Soubi)

[lucretiamr]

I am shutting my eyes,I am trying not to think.Swiftly,in a moment of carelessess in front of my eyes my life is swept with unbearable detail and intensity that I feel my heart pulls and aches forward the rib bones like it wants to break free.And it scares me,momentarily,that thought of sudden,unexpected death amid mindless everyday,spent in trying

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[lucretiamr]

Hey it's not that wierd if you think about it,it's mathaporically speaking as 'steele bowl' is his head and whirpool are his thoughts.He is thinking about himself in kinda derogatory way obviously,as bowl is something you just put things into and it keeps them in,until you break it,for example,that makes sense if you think about his relationship when he's been forced in different ways.Than it's steele and not something you can easily break,as you maybe know depression makes people really trapped in themselves and unable to break free,they would like out their head is swirling in a mess but again there is their head,disstressed part of it that won't let them,so they're in tiring loop.I hope it's better now. :)