He left me. He really did it. Over this...its such a fucked up lame reason I cant even comprehend it fully. He left because he wouldnt get to see me enough and he thinks that would hurt more than just not being with me at all. If anyone said it but him I would say it was the biggest line of bullshit in the world. Believe it or not that is really ( Read more... )

I'm such and idiot. Why did I let myself start to really care for someone? I can see now that I am just going to be fucked over. Agianst friends and families advice I fell for Spikes. He did his share of waiting while I sorted my life out and now when I finally feel it is all comeing together...he does this. He thinks he wont be able to handle that ( Read more... )

Sometimes its hard to breath ( Read more... )

"I'm Sly5's bitch ( Read more... )

Why is it that every heart string I have has been pulled...then stretched and twisted into knots ( Read more... )

Hoping that I can make a coherent journal post. Latly...well always it seems that I know exactly what I want to say but some how it all mixes together and becomes some horrible ADD post that doesnt make much sense to anyone. I think I have failed already...I basicly started with a tangent. Fuck ( Read more... )

I was going to post but I keep spaceing out to much to even put together a decent sentence. So I give up.

Some times im bitter leaveing that same old message....today I wish I had of been. I almost felt like a little girl agian. My hopes so high that I would acctually get to see him. God I'm stupid. Mom always feels bad because she call tell it hurts me that he doesnt call and never seems to care. She doesn't say much about him because it would only ( Read more... )

for the first time i was accutally pissed off by a person at fuel. some people do things that just aren't right.

I broke up with Zack tonight. It wasnt that bad...until he cried. poor darling.