Someone pushed the wrong button on the wrong day. I cried for about an hour this morning - in college to add to the embarrasment. My tutor was really supportive and let me go home. I curled up on the sofa and watched The Labyrinth till i fell asleep, after about four hours i woke up feeling really ill so i just lazed about. Today has been shit, but ( Read more... )

I'm on a slippery slope here, and i gotta pull my big fat lazy finger out and do something about it! Action plan just isn't working ( Read more... )

This house dosen't feel like home.

s a v e m e

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Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light, 
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths 
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

W B Yeats.

"GAH" the word to describe how i'm feeling about my life ( Read more... )

I'd love to move out of my house... tonight i went to a party in a student house, although i wasn't that involved it was a right laugh. i wanna live in a student house, i wanna get pissed with my 9 other housemates everynight, i don't don't wanna live with my parents. but i don't have money, and it just wont happen.... so hopefully i'll have a ( Read more... )

Ah, the old saying! It's in fact very true! I'm fed up of being tired, ill, messy, over weight, lazy and behind in work. I'm gonna make a change. This is not an empty promise! Here's my list ( Read more... )

Saw Kelly Clarkson on the 26th feb FUCKING AMAZING! she's stunning, and i'm gay. Nuff said!
Oh, apart from the going to LLoyds<3 afterwards for some drinks etc. Little did Steph and i know that EVERYONE would be in there! was raving, REALLY good night out ( Read more... )

The amount i lost in a gambler today :S eek, maybe i should stop! but today i had good reason to go in there... to get my last stamp :D on March 4th i pick up my camera :D ( Read more... )

Bright and early at work again this morn! Was a Lane Server today, so potentially good tips! Got about a fiver, which is enough to fund my gambling addiction! after winning my £3 back today (on the same machine) i got my penultimate stamp for my camera! one more stamp tomorrow and i'm sorted! So you'll all get to see me do silly drunk things on it ( Read more... )