Thoughts of Now

[rachazhure]

So much for explaining everything that's happened.

But I'm alive. Oh yes, I am alive. So alive, in fact, that I am quite able to trip up the stairs, bang my elbow on the rail and my shin on the step, and sit in shame while I listen to my dad laughing (he heard a crash from the other room). But alive.

So the "alive" tangent seems a bit more morbid

Comments

[spangletigress]

Hm, perhaps that movie reminds you of NYC because her sister (who also cannot act, sing, or dance) replaced the talented Becky as Amber in the show we saw together.

You are not an idiot. Masochist, maybe, or maybe you're just addicted to this particular brand of heartache. But you are most certainly not an idiot -- you know exactly what you're doing, if not why. Idiots don't know anything, nor do they care.

Have fun for the next two weeks with coffeeshop and poet goodness!