Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar chronicles Esther Greenwood’s journey to find herself, similarly to how I am in the process of finding myself. My current transition between the end of high school and the long-awaited move to college has left me with conflicting feelings about which direction to take my life. There are so many options for what an ( Read more... )

high school=stupid ( Read more... )

it's amazing how today i had a wonderfullll day
and then i get home and within 15 mins my mom ruins the whole day.
=(

no more beach this weekend!
that means i get to do all my summer reading here at my house rather than on the beach.
but i am happy that we aren't going.

i actually read beowulf and the miracle of language already.
now i just have she stoops to conquer and i also want to read the easy version of beowulf.

only 3 more days. ahhh

i feel like all i use this thing for is emo ramblings.
i don't really act as upset as i seem in this thing.

last night got worse..and better..in the course of the night.
however,
my mom is still retarded.
my dad is still not speaking.
yea i'm ready to leave home.

this sounds so bad but
i kind of miss my old life.

my life before summer college.
even my life before junior year began.

there's certain aspects that i miss terribly.
and others that i want to forget.
but all in all, i can't help but feeling a bit upset.

talking to everyone from summer college tonight
was the most fun that i've had since actually being at summer college.

wow that is pretty sad.
this year is going to be tough.
i can feel it already.

So in the past two days I went to Wyoming, hiked down a mountain, and rode a horse around a mountain ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking while sitting out here in the middle of nowhere in Utah ( Read more... )

Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:rachel Are you named after anyone?:my first name is the same as my mom's. so yes What's your screename?:rachel0253 Would you name a child of yours after you?:no..it's so confusing. If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:probably james If you could switch names with a ( Read more... )