got a laptop. yaya!

ugh. Should my stomach flutter when i hear the word love from that one person i want to love me? It shouldnt but i'm an idiot i swear i should just give up on love right now. I should just go back to having mindless sex or something like that. That was so much easier and no one expected a commitment. Except the creepy ones than i just ditched ( Read more... )

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Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?

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My Open House kicked ass. And i'm greatful for the friends who came. I wont list them but OMG my Atherton friends came and that made me happy and i have a new sign. One of my friends made it and i'm happy that she did because it kicks ass and i will keep it forever! lol or until i move out...maybe i'll hang it on my wall ( Read more... )

Ehh so the classes for September filled up so quickly and all that stuff for the Airline Academy so guess what? lol i dont leave until October the classes start the 17th and it gives me more time to spend with my friends and family.

so yeah. LAtely i've been having this dream. It goes like this. A long time ago (thats what it seems to me) i fell in love with the girl. My first girl the one that made it all possible for me to be what i am today. Lately i've been dreaming of his girl morefrequently wanting her again, wishing that i could have said yes when she wanted to go ( Read more... )

So Niki and i had our first kiss. It was nice... she was so stiff when we kissed and i couldnt get her to relax at all. I dont know it's strange i like her so much and i know she likes me back but umm when we kiss and i get that stiffness i dont think we should date anymore. I dunno maybe i'm just crazy.

So umm i like Niki this girl that i've been friends with since the beginning of this year. I've always liked her i've just always hidden it. Now we've been on one date and we have another on Saturday and i'm nervous. I mean am i supposed to kiss her after the date? God it's been way to long i need advice!

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ehh so me and holly didnt work out. Hanging around a 15 year old drunk just isnt nice. But thats okay because i'll find someone new. It's hard getting back into the dating thing .