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[rachellikewhoa]

My horoscope for today is:
You've used up all of your excuses. It's a relief to know that you're finally limited to one true choice. Stop running and start making things run. You'll wonder why you didn't begin sooner.
---------------------------------------------i called randy on friday after him paging me the day before

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[1rawdohc]

i had this girlfriend..her name was jeanne..i played crazy games with her head..we broke up all the time..i was in love with he, but we were young and i thought i could play with her forever...one day she was begging me back..on her knees crying..she was beautiful..i kissed her goodbye...i regret ever letting her go..even though we fought, even though we didn't always get a long..i loved her so much..and i miss her sometimes still..i'm over it now, but it took a lot...people do alot of fucked up shit...this guy will realize how dope you are..hopefully, he won't realize it to late..when you're gone and over him...good luck

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[rachellikewhoa]

everything right now is so hard...
people tell me that if i go through the little bit of pain now of letting him go,
it will save me a lifetime of hurt if i stay with him
and i know its true...
but i dont want it to be
it seems like i cant live without him
but i dont know why
everyday i pray for god to help me.
i pray for god to help him get his life together and i pray for me to help myself by letting him go
but everyday its only him that i think about
and only him i cry for
maybe it was easy for you to let her go and move on because you didnt really love her
but i dont even know if i am in love
i dont even know if this is how love is suppost to feel
but who does?
i just need god to help me see more than a few things right now
and he needs god to help him with his life
so i think i should just sit back and try to fight the tears until the time is right
and if we were ment to be together,
god will let it happen

right?

<3

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[1rawdohc]

see..it's hard for me to put things into god's hands..barely now am i getting back to faith..we control our destinies..yeah, it's easy to just think someone else controls our paths, but life isn't like that..the decisions you make today affect your life tomorrow..if you all are going through hard times then you need to be there for eachother...i don't know the whole story...it wasn't easy for me to let the girl i love go..i was blinded by drugs and drinking...friends, the whole world was spinning too fast...take control of your life, and your emotions..my number one rule is freedom is control...until you go that then you got nothing..you've got to be free in your heart and your mind before you can let someone else in...be tough...lates