I feel really happy tonight and believe me there really is no reason for it. I woke up at 8am today and went to school (my last week thank god) where i forgot my glasses and since i couldn't see anything i didn't bother paying attention and decided to make a chronological list of all the guys i've hooked up with in my day (it remarkably wasn't ( Read more... )

I've been listening to the new coldplay cd almost all the time these days. it's good i enjoy it ( Read more... )

I had a sex dream last night. who was the lucky man you might ask....well it was Brad Pitt. HAHA i love brad but this is the first time that has ever happened.

I spent the afternoon mowing my lawn...i have some major skills, the lawn looks great and I finally got a little bit of color on my white ass ( Read more... )

i drove up to this place with sean and jim (yes first time i've hung out with sean since the break up) and it looks like a cliche makeout place, its pretty cool it overlooks the hudson valley. And we smoked, and fireworks went off across the river. Sitting there with some friends watching those fireworks while looking at that beautiful landscape ( Read more... )

All day long when something cool happens or I have thought or something i say to myself "oh i'll have to type this out later" and by the time now happens, i've forgotten all of it ( Read more... )

Driving home from Ryan's house today, and maybe it was because i was high and i always have these mini revelations when i've smoked marijuana, but I really can see why people want to live on a farm, and be isolated from anything fast paced or exciting. The area he lives in, on that mountain, is sooooo damn beautiful...and the drive home was ( Read more... )

it is so windy today, when i walked out of math class...the wind was identical to how it is in Albany everyday. It made me miss school and my girlies there. I have a math test tomorrow, and i'm going to see Great Britain tonight. It's not a band or a movie or even a country in this scenario, its a person. Work from 4 to 9....RYans house....TEST ( Read more... )

so here is the story ( Read more... )

To reflect on the last entry, although it seems out of nowhere, it is not. I wrote a story for my creative writing class about it the day i found out the news. I'd say about 99% of the story is completely accurate, and it sums up my feelings about all this crap that has gone. This is definatley a life changing kind of occurance, and i'm not gonna ( Read more... )