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this is the first halloween of my life that i didn't go trick-or-treating.
definitely a favorite- i always made the candy last longer than my brothers.
and now...well let's just say i cried a little inside.

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i'm being so fickle. i don't want to be known as "that fickle bitch."

seriously, though. i know i'm doing it and i'm trying to fix it.

what can i say though? i live in the moment, and that's not always a good thing.

love to all.

today for him i cried
for a piece of him died
last night deep inside
now that part is dead
and nothing i could have said
or done would have led
to another choice
in which i would rejoice
so now i use my voice
in hopes that he can see
instead of being free
he has ceased to be.

yeah this is really just nonsense...

this is not cool...

people shouldn't die so young. i didn't know her, but i knew who she was.

Woman, 20, killed in early-morning crash
A 20-year-old Phoenix resident was killed when her car struck a tree early yesterday, police said. A car driven by Brielle Zernhelt, a resident of Trojan Horse Drive, veered off northbound Dulaney Valley Road near ( Read more... )

I'M 18! =)

AHHHHHHHHH

i'm in SC til the 7th. thought you ought to know.

ok, so i'm off to this RISE program at College Park. I'll be back late on the 16th. if you need to reach me, email me at rdschulz@umd.edu or totemster@hotmail.com, or call/text my new cell phone at 443.632.4313. i won't have my laptop like i thought i would, so i don't htink i can use AIM. i'll miss you all terribly, blah blah blah...really though ( Read more... )