help me.
i don't know what to do anymore.
honestly, i just..give up.
i'm out of ideas. i'm out of hope.
i'm stupid for hoping in the first place, i guess.

sometimes you come along a person or two that just.. see you. get you. care. or at least seem to. even only a few words can be said to give you that feeling of being seen by someone. and when that happens, all the other people and events that are driving you mad seem to get a little quieter. and it's one of the best feelings ever. it's the feeling ( Read more... )

i'm really starting to feel like everything i'm doing or not doing right now is worthless. i feel like i'm doing nothing. i wake up in the morning, force myself out of bed, go to school and only look forward to getting to go home, go home and do nothing but sit here and think about how much i dread the next day, and repeat. i look forward to ( Read more... )

i have never been so proud to be a citizen of the united states ( Read more... )

i've felt empty for a pretty long time. what sucks is that i think i know what needs to fill that space, but i've got a feeling it will never come around ( Read more... )