had a SERIOUS breakdown yesterday. yeah, it was a long day, but it was just the littlest thing that set me off.

i've said it so many times before but EVERYTHING comes back to that one fucken thing. im so pissed off.

going to the fucken ER at 12:30. fucken bullshit.  it was freezing, i was tired, and didnt get home until 3:00 am. i was up for 22 ( Read more... )

had a SERIOUS breakdown yesterday. yeah, it was a long day, but it was just the littlest thing that set me off.

i've said it so many times before but EVERYTHING comes back to that one fucken thing. im so pissed off.

going to the fucken ER at 12:30. fucken bullshit.  it was freezing, i was tired, and didnt get home until 3:00 am. i was up for 22 ( Read more... )

im so exhausted now all the time....god i hate this. i dont have time for anything, i barely have time to just read what i want to read or anything.  i love being busy and like being involved with stuff its just im so tired, i need a break somewhere.

i know once swim is over im gunna be bored off my ass, too.  its not balanced at all. the ( Read more... )

its kinda funny when one part of your life falls apart another part is mending...idk if thats good or bad or what? i dont really know ( Read more... )

wow...thats like the best news ive heard my whole life

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things are good with school starting. it seems easy enuf and idk. its forcing me to say goodbye ( Read more... )

the picnic & car show were fun stuff. we owned bingo...we got some hot stuff there haha. then after we went to jasons. it was sorta a long day ( Read more... )

we won our meet at kiel, it was a really fun meet. first one since november of sophomore year....jeeeez. i surprised myself at that meet, too ( Read more... )

so much fun!


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       HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO POOKY!

well i was totally bad and did the fly...hah. cudnt finish out a 25 before zache was at the end of my lane...whoops. felt great tho-for sure. i still got it there.

stayed up really late talking to rachel last nite on the phone. she was real sad at first but in the end i was almost crying from laughing. omg everything ( Read more... )