Ill be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep

[rachizzel]

Ok, so I have a lot on my mind. This are crazy right now. Yet oddly calm. Kind of in the way that the eye of a hurricane is. All around you is nothing but chaos but in the eye of the storm everything is eriely relaxed. Just waiting for the shit to break loose or hit the fan

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something you need to know

[_ryannn_]

i don't know exactly how you feel about me anymore, but i just feel like you need to realize that no matter how much you hurt me, ill still care about you. but some of the things you are doing that hurt, are beginning to hurt alot more than i expected. its beguinning to get overwhelming. reading about how your and his eyes connecting and how great the sex is, and how much you love him is too much of a cross to bear. i know i fucked up, but you need to know that i have learned from it. and hearing about how great you guys feel aroud each other, and all that other bullshit ...iuno... im going to stop before i say something that ill regret. just know that i still love you, and hope that this thing with samuel doesnt last after me and you get back together.