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[rachstr17]

i have given up. i try so hard to do something and you dont care or notice. this long road we have been on just seems to lead to a dead end. im sick of hurting because of something you did or didnt do. im just tired of trying and having nothing in return. if you dont want me then thats fine, im gone... you dont care about me then ok whatever...

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[anonymous]

its like you stole the words right out of my mouth. I don't think you understand how hard it is to be 2nd best when you were my first. I can't compete with what you have, and honestly I don't want to. I thought this would never end but it seems like it is slowly fading away. If only you knew how many nights I've cried because I fear I've lost the only person in my life that I could share anything with and that fully understood me, even without words. you understood. probably better then I even understood myself. i miss you terribly, and I want to apoligize for everything I have done, and haven't done..but it almost seems pointless. apologizes do nothing. just words. and my actions never seem like they can match those words no matter how hard I try. and i do try, you just don't notice. I don't know what its going to take to get us back together again..but I will do it. I just feel like I'm not good enough for you anymore, like I can't make you happy or smile because my role in your life has been fulfilled already. I wanted to end by

[rachstr17]

i have been hurting so much lately about us. so that tells you i still care. i still care about us. i just feel like u have given up on me. and u dont have time. when i call you dont want to talk. i can always make time for you. ur the best person i have ever known. and thought we would last forever. i dont want to fade...life wouldnt be the same. i dont have ur role filled. i just have a different role filled. but i still need you as much as i always have.