I GavE Up TodaY!

sry nella & mandy i had to...

i really did.. i can't be with him and it hurts sooo bad. i'm done with all the shit and the drama that it is causing me.. i get hurt by every guy that i like, i'm too fucking nice & caring.. well that is it... i don't no what else to say other then : I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU at the same time..you all ( Read more... )

Maybe everyone is right......................................... I am a Bitch.......................................... as much as i really hate that word i think that my friends are right... now i love kevin with all my heart deep down, no matter what i say or don't show... no1 knows that tho.. i keep alot of things inside and it hurts..

::: it ( Read more... )

so we played this really good april fools joke on Kevin and it was really good. i told him that i crashed my car and all this other shit and it was really good.. well it got outta hand and i got pissed and told him that he is wipped.. and can't get a girl only me.. cause i don't want him with another girl.. and he made this big thing out of it.... ( Read more... )

i really didn't do much this weekend.. i had really bad crampz. not that u need to no that.. i was out friday nite as everyone knows.. can't really drive around (no car.. no details either) so lately i've had my dad's truck. so yeah.. i ordered my new car on Sunday and i have a black RSX type S temp car until it comes in... hopefully this week... ( Read more... )

wow. things have been crazy lately.. i didn't have school today. some teacher shit.. i was trying to sleep late but i had to get up at like 10*30 take a shower and go and get my nails and eye brows done... Cause i had to pick up cody at 12*30 from school cause we were going out to lunch.. but he called me at like 10*35 and was like can u pick me up ( Read more... )

i forgot today was April Fools!

so yeah everyone have a great ApriL 1st.

xoxo - heather

well i had a crazy weekend...

FRIDAY :       i didn't have school cause i was suspended.. Tim came down and chilled wit me and we drove around in his mom's mustang all day.. it was sooo much fun.. then i had work at like 5 - 10.. then i chilled with finella and rob and bixby.. then they all drank on top of the train track by my house and i really ( Read more... )

..I MisS YoU SooO MuCh BabI..

12*22*o2 <- the day my life became complete.

i don't really no what has gotten into me the past couple of days but i have really wanted to chill with kevin but just haven't had the time. And i really miss him alot. that was my first true love and i'm reading my journal now afta few days and i don't no what is going ( Read more... )

WANNA HEAR SOME SHIT.. I'm SUSPENDED 4 2days this is WHY:

my friend tina got gum in her hair from on of my other friends.. and she had to go to the nurse to get it out and my one gym teaher was like go with her so i was like ok and as we were walking outta the gym i told my gym teach that i was going wit her to the nurse and he shook his head ( ( Read more... )

well i have been around lately.. doing everything i can..

I hung out with kevin on monday which was good cause we got back together.. then we watched a movie and he tucked me in and wrote me and note and left.. and i didn't even no that he left.. lol...

Tues:

I hung out with my friend Tim and his friend Mike.. we were sposta just all chill wit us ( Read more... )