fuck you and your bull shit

When I am 'single' my mind seems balanced, and I can enjoy memories of lovers who passed through and I feel content with my relationships ending there...as just memories. But when I begin to get some what emotionally interested with someone all senses heighten and tend to always run at a state of emergency. Which then usually causes them to end, ( Read more... )

im about to go get lost in bellignham..i am real excifeed. whoa been drunk since 9 this mronign hahananah

Amy makes me really fucking happy. It's such an amazing feeling to have someone like you back, and when I mean like I mean every little detail. From kissing you as soon as they wake up in the morning, too jumping on you when they get off work and your still lying in there bed. the moments of just looking into one anothers eyes, and then kissing for ( Read more... )

Love love and delusion. I'm peeing my pants right now, becuz I am so excited to go to Bellingham. And to give my one true love a nice love tap. Yay.

Pretty sure this is the best week ever. Sick new pants, new bras..haha, new fucking nikes, a fucking ipod, a fucking truck, hair cut, eyebrows did,tanning, new sweaters,....MMM I say, I am on a mother trucking roll. One hott fucking dyke coming through. Gotta look cute for the ex of course. All this working at night bullshit is paying off, I hella ( Read more... )

Tonight I'll be working with water again ( Read more... )

Hellllooo. I am going to be the proud owner of Ford Explorer. Who needs a license? I don't. My job is amazing. Everything is amazing. Life is very grand. Stoked for Mexico, and my birthday. I know I will become very very ill on my birthday, and if I don't die in the morning, I will die at night. Slut it up, hella. Rochelle sucks. My heart is ( Read more... )

Drugs are the evil of the world. In my book anyway. Sara, I am so upset with you I can't even begin to tell you. great thing too feel before my first night of work. But I'll get through it, and I hope you can get through life with out me. I simply can't watch you destroy yourself. God, I love you so much, and I hope someone watches over you.

You know it ain't easy ( Read more... )