Sweet. I guess this means some serious Des time.

lets go back to, back to the begining, back to when the earth, the sun, then star all aligned...haha ..im proud of me. and I am happy for you. but seriously lets go back to the beinging..

swizzy you my nigga

Pretty sure I am tan as all hell. I am really Mexican now. Yay, so I spent the evening with this sweet, sweet, adoarable girl that I have a crush on. Too bad she makes me nervous and I'm like uhhh,...becuz I am such a pimp. But shes way cool becuz she likes all the good things I like. Ya know like buddah, and meditating ! Her hips = instant orgasm ( Read more... )

My knee hurts a lot. My arm is bruised and scrapped. My head and my heart hurt so bad. I can't be like this anymore, I'm crying so hard, and I just want o escape everything. this life, this this this this this....ME! Today.....the early part of the day was sooooooo amazing, and then the night.....just had to get fucked up. I had to fuck up. We all ( Read more... )

'I keep falling over, I keep passing out ( Read more... )

Familiar this all is
sitting side by side not saying a word
we're not looking
but our bodies are saying more then our honest words ever could

six weeks left
you would imagine it would be hard to say goodbye
but we've already done it so many times
so I am numb to the FACTS
time has finally taken you away
mentally
now physically..

Im numb to you.

Oh boy ( Read more... )

"so take another drink with me"

I miss being friends with her.

'we can't do a thing but wait, so let's wait for one more. the time such clumsy time, in deciding if it's time. i'm careful, but not sure how it goes.'

What was up with the hella tight dyke BBQ all day yesterday. AmzINg. Nigga J and I purchased hella liquor and steaks ....partied it up and danced with stools. Gotta love them bitches...Those girls are what I need. Being called cute, and funny all night is a great change from the usual bitch. hahah....G's up ho's down nigga. "no, no you my nigga". ( Read more... )

I hella fucked up again today. Shitfuck. It's okay though, I'm okay. .. I'll start looking again next Monday. I'm going to L.A on Sunday. I am hoping to get my mind fixed on the way down there. ..I'm more excited about the drive then I am anything else. OH MY GOD PALM TREES!!!! I'll use Josie's advice and walk up too hott bitches and say, "wanna ( Read more... )