i need a self re-evaluation ( Read more... )

yessssssssss
i think i just had this thing.
its called something like
THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!

i love him
i love him
i love him.

baby boy, i grew up being lectured that perfection is unattainable.
i sound cliche.
but searching for imperfections in you
is like a quest or the fucking holy grail.

i want to be calm and reposed
kissable and quiet
i want to be your lyric
your poetry
the way i see you.

but you seem to love me none the less.

i guess im an acquired taste so to

i cant even bring myself to look you in the eyes.

out of fear, i suppose.
fear of taking risks
fear of you hurting me the way you can
fear of me hurting you the way you can hurt me
fear of being in love with you.maybe i can pretend its not happening ( Read more... )

nothing has ever been more obvious to me
than the fact that we were never meant to be together.

destiny didnt plan us. so what?

im still in love with you.

even if it is from a far.
because in my mind youre always near.

love loses its passion like gum loses its flavor.
you were always the exception.

i underestimated what a fuck up i really am ( Read more... )

i bet you think im too preoccupied with him to notice you ( Read more... )

even though we are over, my intentions were never to hurt you ( Read more... )

i cant helping feeling
exactly how i shouldnt feel around you,

safe

maybe i am naive..

but i definitely have a boyfriend!! m hmm

i have this way of calming myself down.

when i get too worked up,
and i feel like i cant breathe.

i sit by myself,
someplace quiet.
and just think about you

youre not the problem, love.
youre my solution.