Desires of the Heart Oneshot Edition

Dec 06, 2010 00:54

Desires of the Heart
GacktxKiseop
Chapters: Oneshot
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Yaoi Incest
NOTE: I finally rewrote this lol first parts are pretty much the same but ending is diff lol



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Tokyo Japan Airport 7:18am

Kiseop sighed. 20 minutes had passed since he was supposed to be meeting up with his brother. Up until about 3 months ago Kiseop didn’t even know he had a brother. When his father’s will had been executed it had stated that he was to live with his half-brother, Gackt Camui until he turned 20 in order to attain his inheritance.

His father’s 1st wife had been Gackt’s mother. She was full Japanese and their marriage was one out of convenience instead of love. Their families wanted to merge their 2 companies into one and completely dominate the law field. The Camui family was livid when his father divorced her and married Kiseop’s mother, a poor Korean immigrant with nothing to her name. His father was immediately disowned. When Kiseop was born the main family refused to acknowledge him; to them he was nothing but an illegitimate child, a stain on the family’s perfect history. Gackt was named as the sole heir and was never told of his father. Whenever he was brought up his mother would change the subject. Due to his father’s betrayal Kiseop had assumed that his brother would refuse to take care of him but he had immediately accepted the request when contacted by his father’s lawyers. After checking the time and texting his mother to inform her that he was ok Kiseop put away his phone and leaned his head against the wall. Sighing he opened his eyes and glanced at the entrance and there he stood…His brother.



Gackt was late super late. He was supposed to pick up his younger brother 20 minutes ago. When his father’s lawyers had called and informed him of the conditions of the will he had immediately agreed. He had always wanted a brother. The lawyers didn’t tell him the exact age of the boy but he assumed that he was no older then 12. Gackt couldn’t wait to take him to the park and to baseball games. As he walked into the airport he immediately began to look around for his brother. Eventually his eyes settled on someone…a boy…who looked exactly like him…. But this boy was way older then 12.



Kiseop immediately gathered up his bags and walked over to the man who was openly gawking at him.
“Kon ni chi wa Nii-san??”
“Hai..Konnichi wa O genki desu ka?”
“I’m doing good”
“That’s good well…Are you ready to go??”
“Hai” Kiseop replied with a smile. His brother seemed nice and showed no resentment towards him, which was what he was hoping for.

1 year later.

Life for Kiseop had gone by smoothly. He and his brother got along pretty well. Every morning he would make breakfast for both of them and wake his brother up for work. His brother worked at the family law firm and Kiseop went to college.

“NII-SAN WAKE UP!!!!!!”
Gackt awoke to the sight of his younger brother Kiseop leaning over him smiling.

“Nii-san it’s time for work wake up!!!”
Gackt groaned and pulled the covers over his head.
“Come on just 5 more minutes”
Kiseop frowned before a smirk overtook his face.
Kiseop pounced on his brother and proceeded to tickle him.
“Wakey Wakey!!!!”
“Ha-Oh-hahahahhaha-Get-haha-off”
“Not until you get up”
“Fine fine I’m getting up now get off”
“Nooo tickling you is too much fun”
Kiseop proceeded to tickle his brother and squealed as he was flipped over
Gackt leaned down and ruffled his hair


“Baka” Gackt leaned down and quickly pecked his brother on the lips.
Kiseop giggled and pushed his brother away. Lately Gackt had taken to stealing quick kisses from Kiseop. Kiseop thought nothing of it since Gackt had told him it was common for relatives to kiss each other in Japan but that wasn’t the case. Gackt had fallen for him. His younger brother. He didn’t mean for it to happen but it did.
“Nii-san what’s wrong?” Kiseop said caressing the side of his brother’s face with the palm of his hand
Gackt sighed and leaned into the touch
“It’s nothing”
Tonight everything would change between them. He was going to tell Kiseop the truth. The whole truth .This would be the breaking point either Kiseop would reciprocate his feelings or reject him and never speak to him again. Gackt sighed and rolled off of Kiseop. Heading toward the bathroom he looked back at his brother and smiled.
“Don’t forget to come home early tonight. I have to talk to you about something”
“Hai nii-san I’ll come home early” Kiseop replied before getting up and leaving the room.
Tonight was going to be interesting.

“Nii-san!! I’m home!!” Kiseop called out as he walked into the apartment. He was met with an eerie silence. Kiseop frowned. His brother was usually home by now. Sighing Kiseop set his bag on the couch and went into the kitchen to fix a snack. As the doksurri warmed up in the microwave Kiseop allowed his thoughts to drift and he began to reflect over the past year spent with his brother.

Flashback
3 months ago Kiseop’s birthday
“Nii-san stop it.”Kiseop whined, “You know I don’t like to be recorded” Kiseop said as he covered his face with his hands and glared at his brother.


“But otouto I want to capture this moment on film and besides you only turn 19 once” Gackt replied from behind the camcorder he was holding.



Kiseop dropped his hands from his face and stared at the table in front of him before lifting his head and smiling at his brother. “Fine…” he said. “Fine, but you have to let me take some pictures of you too… it’s only fair.” Gackt put his camera on the table and faced his brother. “Shoot away.” Kiseop grinned and removed his camera from his bag.


“Nii-san, go stand by that wall and sit down.” Gackt complied and walked over to the wall and slid to the floor wrapping his arms around his knees.


“This good?”
“Yes stay just like that.”
Snap!
Kiseop leaned back to look at the picture he had token and froze.
His brother was beautiful.
“What?”
Oh shit! I did not just say that out loud
“N-nothing! Want to see the picture?”
“Sure,” Gackt said. He stood up and strode over to his brother.
“Whoa!” Gackt said as he glanced at the picture.
“You’re pretty good at this.”
“I’m okay I guess. I suppose I just pick really good subjects,” Kiseop replied with a slight blush.
Gackt laughed and pulled his brother into a hug.
“You are so adorable”
“Nii-san I’m 19! I am not adorable.” Gackt pouted.
“Yes you are,” he said as he began to pinch his brother’s cheeks.
Kiseop squealed and attempted to remove his brother’s hands from his face.
“Stop struggling Kiseop-ah. I’m trying to show you some brotherly affection”
“I don’t want this kind of affection let go” Kiseop said as he began to struggle harder.
Gackt frowned and then smirked as an idea came to mind.
“Kiseop-ah look at me” Kiseop stopped struggling and looked at his brother.
Gackt leaned down and pulled Kiseop into a soft warm kiss.
Gackt’s lips were warm and slightly chapped but they felt so good.
Kiseop resisted the urge to deepen the kiss and pulled away, placing his head on his brother’s chest. He shouldn’t feel this way. He shouldn’t want to kiss his brother in a more than brotherly way.
“Kiseop-ah Aishiteru…” Gackt whispered into Kiseop’s hair.
Kiseop froze.
He loved his nii-san it was true but not in the way he was supposed too.
“…Aishiteru nii-san”
End Flashback

BEEP! BEEP!

Kiseop was snapped out of his thoughts by the beeping of the microwave.
Memories of the day when he finally realized his feelings for his brother left his mind as quickly as they came. Deciding to multitask Kiseop pulled his books
Out of his bag and attempted to eat and study at the same time.



Kiseop studied for the next two hours finishing a good amount of homework and studying for his upcoming history test. Checking the time he noted that his brother was now 2 hours and 10 minutes late. Brushing his homework to the side he stood up and walked into his brother’s room planning to play around on his brother’s keyboard. Kiseop sat down and went through the lyrics his brother had written over the years. Kiseop froze when he came upon a paper that had his name on it. Placing it back on the rack he leaned forward and attempted to play the notes scattered across the paper. When he realized he couldn’t make them out well enough to play he decided to read the lyrics instead.



To: Kiseop

Even now, you're still by my side
Smiling at me with that sweet smile
When I close my eyes, see, a myriad of seasons
Quietly envelop me

Nobody knows what's at the end
Of this long journey
But these uncertain nights will never come again

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
"I love you"

The day I met you, like a little flower dancing in the wind
Is far away
There were days when we hurt each other because we were still too young
But now they're memories we can laugh at together

Don't forget this promise we're making
Because you're more important to me than anyone else
I want to make the dreams you told me about come true, little by little

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
"I love you"

We can keep walking forever
Together, now and forever
This love I clutch close to my heart
Will never change, this one unique
"I love you"

"I love you..."

His brother had written this song…for him.
Did he feel the same???
The sound of a door slamming broke Kiseop out of his daze and he quickly pretended to have fallen asleep at the keyboard. He didn’t want his brother to know he had been snooping around in his lyrics.

“Kiseop!! I’m home!!!” Gackt called out as he walked into the living room. He searched the front room, the kitchen and his brother’s room but he was nowhere to be found. Finally he searched his room and found his brother asleep at his keyboard. Gackt smiled at the sight of his brother and gently prodded him hoping to wake him. Kiseop yawned and gazed at his brother before rubbing the sleep from his eyes.



“Nii-san where were you? When I got home you weren’t here?”
“I’m sorry I had to work late did you eat already?”
“Yep I came in here to practice my piano skills and I guess I must have fell asleep”
Gackt glanced to the music stand curious as to what Kiseop was practicing and gasped.
The song he had written specifically for tonight was there.
“Kiseop-ah yo-ou didn’t rea-dd that did you?”
Kiseop glanced at the ground and rubbed his arm.
“Yea I did….”
Gackt’s eyes widened. He knew. O god He knew.
“….Nii-san… do you really feel that way about me?”
“Well…umm” Gackt said as he lowered his glance to the floor. Kiseop was surely going to reject him but he was tired of hiding how he felt.
“Yes…”
Kiseop took a deep breath and began to speak.
“Nii-san…. Aishiteru…more than I should... I feel the same and I know I shouldn’t …we’re brothers and this isn’t even legal but …I want you… I want to be with you… and now I know that you want to be with me too…and I want to give myself to you fully both in mind and body”
Gackt couldn’t believe what he was hearing. His unrequited love wasn’t as unrequited as he thought.
“Kiseop-ah… are you sure??”
“Hai Nii-san please… Take me…” Kiseop said as he leaned forward and pulled Gackt into a searing kiss.

Gackt immediately responded to the kiss and wrapped his arms around his brother pulling him close. When they finally broke apart for air, Gackt smirked and pushed his brother back into the bed.
“Kiseop-ah?” He asked softly
“Hmm?”
“Just how much do you want your nii-san? Do you want me just for tonight or forever?” Kiseop squirmed under his brother's gaze. “Forever…I love you Nii-san. I want you…. only you” He was tired of holding back. He wanted it.He wanted him Gackt smiled and promptly divested Kiseop of his clothes. Leaning down he took one of Kiseop’s nipples into his mouth.Gackt flicked his tongue over the sensitive bud and quickly did the same to the other one before moving down to Kiseops navel then hipbone. When he reached his hipbone he took the soft supple flesh into his mouth and gently sucked creating a small purple hickey. Kiseop moaned and threaded his fingers through Gackt’s hair and arched up into the touch. “Please nii-san don’t tease” Gackt smirked up at his brother and removed his mouth from his skin. Kiseop whimped at the lost and allowed his eyes to wander over his brother's still clothed figure.
“Take off your clothes too… Nii-san I want to see you”
Gackt complied and began to remove his shirt. Locking eyes with Kiseop he threw his shirt over his shoulder and proceeded to slowly push his jeans down. Kiseop’s breath hitched when his brother’s pants and boxers were finally removed leaving him in all his glory. Kiseop’s eyes roamed over his brother’s body taking in every detail saving it to his memory for further reference.


Gackt smirked and straddled Kiseop’s waist. “Are you sure about this??” Kiseop rolled his eyes and pulled his brother into another kiss. That was all he needed; he eased his way down to Kiseop’s backside and spread the cheeks slightly before taking a tentative lick. Kiseop gasped before lifting his ass higher for Gackt to have better access. Gackt began to make circles around the tight ring of muscle before pushing his tongue in. Kiseop moaned at the foreign yet delicious feeling of Gackt’s tongue wriggling inside of him. As Gackt began to push forward, Kiseop pushed back until they were both in a steady rhythm. Deeming Kiseop prepared enough Gackt pulled his tongue out and sat up. “you’re stretched enough, and I can’t really wait if you aren’t,” he said, and pulled Kiseop’s hips to his hard cock. He lined himself up with Kiseop’s slick entrance, before taking a quick look to Kiseop for an okay. Kiseop nodded, and With a quick thrust Gackt was inside of him. Kiseop felt like he was splitting in two. Gackt stayed still and waited for Kiseop to adjust, hugging the quivering boy to him and making little shushing noises. After a couple of minutes Kiseop gave his brother the ok to move. Gackt pulled out and quickly thrust back in groaning at the heat that overtook him. " Oh God!" Gackt whined as he buried his head in Kiseop's shoulder. Kiseop was tight. Nearly painfully so; squeezing his throbbing flesh from all sides. Kiseop moaned when Gackt began to move at a slow and steady pace and hooked his legs around his brother’s waist.
“OH GOD” Kiseop wailed as his brother brushed against his prostate.” More Oh God more”. Gackt picked up pace quickly and started pounding into Kiseop. His thrusting became more animalistic as he felt himself reaching his climax. He grabbed Kiseop’s cock and pumped it roughly in time with his thrusts. “Ga-GACKT-SAN” Kiseop screamed as he came all over his and his brothers chest. Gackt groaned as Kiseop’s walls tightened around him and filled him brother to the brim with his seed. Slowly Gackt pulled out of his brother and laid next to him. “Do you regret what just happened” Gackt said as he propped himself up on one elbow and gazed at his brother. “No” Kiseop replied still slightly out of breath. Gackt leaned forward and placed a chaste kiss on Kiseop’s forehead “Good…now get some sleep I’ll be here when you wake up. Kiseop smiled and slowly drifted off to sleep safe and sound in his brother’s arms.

This didnt exactly come out the way i wanted it too but i felt like i owed the readers who read the original an ending. Comments and Critic are Love...by the way i need a prompt for this banner i made anyone got any ideas lol


gacktxkiseop, oneshot, completed, nc-17

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