running

[racy5]

up until this point, i had felt no need to write. now, as i sit here crying, it feels like it's the only option i have. so, right now it's 8:15am on tuesday morning, which means i SHOULD have been done with the 2mile fitness test right?...wrong. I dropped out after a mile. I can't even believe it. My whole life I've always been the one person

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I'm sorry I didn't read this sooner...

[campbystar11]

I'm so sorry you're upset about all this stuff, and I know how stressful and disappointed you can get about all these fitness tests on top of all the other agravations that constantly are thrown at you during soccer... but don't be discouraged. There's "excuses" as to why you didn't accomplish something and there's reasons. The reasons can be fixed only if you want them to be. I can't tell you how disappointed in myself I was this past week when not making my set goal for the 2 mile, or this past preseason when I didn't make the Gauntlet times.. but to be honest, I know my problem is my mentality, which is the hardest thing to change, and I feel it could be the same with you... you can't do anything without your heart being entirely into it... but I'm here for you if you need support and don't think you're the only one who feels the way you do. Keep your head up because you know you have so much more to offer, so just do it- forget about everything else and just do your own thing... I promise you won't feel disappointed if you do it