My life sucks .. everything is going wrong .. and theres nothing that I can do ..

Seriously, I'm done..theres no point in .. living

The one person I want most, wants nothing .. to do with me.

My friends .. all think I'm a bitch.

I'm depressed all the time.

And other shit .. it's just whatever

Okay so here's the story about my yearbook picture.  I HATE IT.  And um when I got the picture taken I was sick + had an allergic reaction to the medicine so my face like broke out and blewww up.  So I went to get retakes and that picture camee out so much better.  But the stupid fakwers at the yearbook place put the disgusting one of me in there ( Read more... )

-Why Hello .. sorry I haven't updated in forever .. but yeah I've been grounded and I'm not supposed to be on the computer but it's so hard to stay off so the little bad ass that I am is on the computer when I'm not suposed to be .. heh

-So basically I'm updating because I haven't been myself lately.  I have these incredibly bad mood swings .. ever ( Read more... )

Yesterday was kiawesome ..

First I had school .. blah blah blah

And then after that I went to Prell's house and walked over to Al's Aunts house to watch the guys play basketball Mark Mo Ahamad Vinny Joe and other people that I didn't know.  It was hellllah fun.  First me and Prell played Mo in basketball and we won DUHH  and then we watched them ( Read more... )

Yesterday was awesome I love my twin Samantha Lee Vetrano<3

Anyone going to Dingo?

Comment fawkers..

I have a lot on my mind, again, so let me begin.

-Yes I am not perfect. And for not being perfect, I am very envious of all you perfect girls and your perfect lives with your perfect boyfriends, and your perfect looks, and your perfect grades, and you're perfect, uhh, everything.  I wish I was perfect sometimes.. but life isn't about being "perfect ( Read more... )

I thought about lots of stuff today.

-I'm not going to be as open with people anymore. I tell people my problems, expecting them to care, and no one ever does. When I state my opinions or advice, nobody listens. It’s just pointless. I just won’t say anything anymore. I'll keep it all to myself.

-This is how my life used to be till on day I ( Read more... )

I could have lived tomorrow
I choose to die today
I need each fragment of you
In some masochistic way

I could of walked away from
From everything I've known
I could have been with someone
I could have been alone

I'm addicted to all that you do

The demon inside my head is you
You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through
You squeeze my last breath I'm ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ( Read more... )

Am I ( Read more... )