Oh my god, you're so totally sweet. I keep on meaning to add you, but I'm on livejournal literally about once every three weeks, if that much. The good news is that basically, I myself am fine... it's just that I'm kind of beginning to figure out where I'd rather be, what I'd rather be doing, and I'm just describing what I see going on around me. And, heh, I'm guessing by the utter lack of comments that no one really cares in the least, which is fine, 'cause I guess every post comes out kind of the same, since I write so seldom, so I never just post random things... Funny how if you're out of the loop for a little while, you seem to lose all your contacts/livejournal friends, or people get excited and comment, or whatever
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Oddly enough, I've been waiting for you to post. You've been in my dreams every night for the past week, strangely enough. After that phone call I made to you, I crashed and barely remembered whether you were going to call me, or visa versa. I can't say I was exactly emotionally stable at the time. ::nervously laughs:: Tess, I miss you. Its no one's fault. But I'd love to hear your sarcasm soon. Besides the complete death of my phone and my inability to pick up the house line for once, I feel as if we are five minutes apart, but 100 miles away. What's your schedule these days? I hear you're quite busy on the weekends- Ie: Thursday-Sunday. Is this right?
Do you have plans tommorow? Wednesday? I'm free. I was hoping you'd be available to get together. I don't have anything planned, but maybe we could conjure up something.
I'll be frank with you, and I'll tell you the truth. Hell, why not here. Don't equalize this. You simply were not there for me this summer. And after that. You haven't been there. You hardly even tried. And Tash, that's not to say that I don't love you, and it's not to say that I wouldn't want to see you again, but it hasn't felt very good realizing that suddenly, I'm not a priority anywhere in your life. It isn't that I want to be your #1. It's just that I thought that maybe you'd at least push to have me on your top ten. But I wasn't. If I was, it sure as hell didn't feel like it. I thought that maybe you'd make that extra hour, tell me, hey, why don't we hang out. Because up until recently, you were the one with the insane schedule. And it really was your call when it would work, and I wondered how it could be that you would never have time, not even after or before you finished your shift. I work now, too. Maybe not as much as you, but still, there is time in a day for friends. There should always be time for friends, even if it's
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You've been in my dreams every night for the past week, strangely enough. After that phone call I made to you, I crashed and barely remembered whether you were going to call me, or visa versa. I can't say I was exactly emotionally stable at the time. ::nervously laughs::
Tess, I miss you.
Its no one's fault. But I'd love to hear your sarcasm soon.
Besides the complete death of my phone and my inability to pick up the house line for once, I feel as if we are five minutes apart, but 100 miles away. What's your schedule these days? I hear you're quite busy on the weekends- Ie: Thursday-Sunday. Is this right?
Do you have plans tommorow? Wednesday?
I'm free.
I was hoping you'd be available to get together. I don't have anything planned, but maybe we could conjure up something.
<3 Tash
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god am i ever tired of not meeting people.
people who have any shred of anima.
otherwise - i'm doing quite well, waiting for things to converge. thank you for asking.
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