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radiant___decay May 25, 2006 14:03

First and foremost- I have learned that it is fucking stupid to trust anyone ( Read more... )

So I gotta tell you all that there was a horrendous fucking storm tonight that spawned tornadoes and almost killed yours truly.

If "almost killed" means I sat inside the restaurant and watched golf-ball sized hail rain down on our place of business and scared the shit out of us all.

oh, and by the way- mother's day sucks ass. in all possible

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radiant___decay May 04, 2006 02:56

I keep thinking back to the night I opened my big mouth and laid the foundations of the wall that has steadily grown between us. The mortar and bricks that are made up of the words that I hatefully said are so thick now it'd take a miracle to destroy ( Read more... )

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radiant___decay Apr 22, 2006 03:52

The fire burns down to its final embers and casts an eerie glow over our little corner of domesticated wilderness. Your face takes on an odd cast as the flickering flames die between us ( Read more... )

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radiant___decay Apr 10, 2006 16:42

I'm typing at my keyboard like a dervish, filled with a passion to get the words out before the feeling slips away from me as almost everything else has. You're lying on the bed, breathing softly, sleeping after a long day and an even longer night. I just want to write this down before I can't remember this, so you can read it at some point and ( Read more... )

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radiant___decay Apr 06, 2006 02:27

Okay- so I like this girl, and I have only been out with her once, but if there is any way I can finagle it, there will be more to come ( Read more... )

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radiant___decay Mar 28, 2006 05:19

There is beauty in tragedy ( Read more... )

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Thoughts on God and such.

radiant___decay Mar 22, 2006 03:01

I have been reading a wonderful book by a man named C.S. Lewis called Mere ChristianityYou should read it, if you are a Christian, and you should read it if you aren't, and like a good argument ( Read more... )

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radiant___decay Mar 22, 2006 02:26

There is an uninterruptable unfairness to the way you look at me ( Read more... )

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not a letter... more of those to come, but for now...

radiant___decay Mar 18, 2006 04:07

you know the scariest part of being me?

I don't want to have sex and "stick it in hot bitches" as peter would say.

I just want to fall asleep with someone and not have to be afraid they won't want to be there to wake up with.

I love the idea of this one person.

unfortunately, she's off limits.

fuck.

anyone have a solution?