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[radiantsorrow]

i dont see things with him working out for much longer. im sick of getting my feelings hurt and then saying its ok..because its really not. i want to be happy. why have things changed so much? he used to be the only person on this entire planet that could make me happy. i havent been happy in a long time but i keep fooling myself into thinking that

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[anonymous]

a year should be easy lauren. real couples can make it to 50 and still have the same chemistry as when they first met. 11 months isnt that long if you put things into perspective, you still have college and then a whole life to live after that. you havent even gotten to your senior year yet. if things dont patch up then just remember that this might be tough to get over if it doesnt work, however, you have a life in front of you and endless possiblities that follow that life..and, theres a reason that it didnt work out, you have to realze that your not in control and there are better things if and when the worst happens. just keep your head up and dont drown in your sorrows.
-Josh