Comments | radicalstar: cold&lost&confused&hurting.

radicalstar

cold&lost&confused&hurting.

Oct 06, 2002 23:13

I'm feeling so much and it's driving me fucking bonkers. I hate when I'm like this and I hate what it feels like to be like this. I hate laying bed at night and thinking about everything and knowing that I'm being cynical and stupid and sad and naive and fuckingignorant. I hate it. I do it to myself almost every night, unless I'm so tired I just ( Read more... )

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tank_bass October 7 2002, 19:37:12 UTC

Sorry you feel all plzplz, but at least you're listening to good music! (Not that you werent before) My demo is gonna be recorded soon

Re: radicalstar October 7 2002, 21:08:08 UTC

You like Death Cab for Cutie? Ah, rock on. Good choice.

Re: tank_bass October 7 2002, 21:33:59 UTC

wha? I found them before you did! HA! j/k yeah, they fuckin rule

loved October 7 2002, 20:08:49 UTC

Cass... did I already ask you to take me off your former LJ friends list? (I can't remember if I did. I'm tryin to clean it again and I want you on my list but not the journal you don't use.) ArG~! I'm sor forgetful and cant remember if I attacked you or not. Thanks. HeHe. And I know how that feels. One morning this past week, I woke up at 4 in the morning (which happenes when my world is pissing me off) and I slammed my head into the wall. Not sure if it was accidnetally or purposely but well... I wasn't happy. I hate the alone feeling. I still feel it sometimes even though I have a guy. *Sniff* Life really bites sometimes.

~Sandy