It's been doing some thinking.

[radieuxgothique]

I've been having nightmares, recently. Not so much the fantastical diabolical dragon's fire in your face and demons clawing at your back paralyzed left to die nightmares. . . .No, these are even scarier. You probably know the kind (and if you don't, you're extremely fortunate)--the ones where your unconscious calls forth the image of someone you

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[cranberrynoodle]

now now my dearest, i will ALWAYS have time for you, it just so happens that sometimes you have to pick up a gosh darned phone! just b/c im not always online doesn't mean im not here for you. anyhew.
im still contemplating this blog so we can talk about it later, but i just want you to know, i'm not asking for your help to be healed (and i don't think i have) i just know that you keep me safe on your own, and i loves you for it. and i try and keep you safe in return, just don't shut me out as an option of your empathetic, go-to person.
i want to take care of you, if you let me.
<3

[enjoythemadness]

Matt, those who care are we are behind you.
Turn around and you will find a small, though potent army at your back. If you raise your banner.. we would support you.
If you can not see, you must believe we are there. I feel there are more than you would expect.

I too always have time for you. Sometimes you have to ask though.

I hope I have never asked you to heal me. I do not want you to do that for me. I do not need it. I must face what I have alone. It is the only way such things will be put to death and remain that way. I hope you know how I feel. I wish you would believe it.. no matter what fate as in store for us. Even if all that is horrible were to happen. I would still be there, know this, believe it.