Today continued the tradition of having adventures after school. I got a French birthday card featuring titeuf, a French cartoon character, being chased by a bear, and letters from my dad and sister. I biked to the supermarket and got pocky, coffee in a bottle, and envelopes, then went on an expedition to find a suitable park to write letters and ( Read more... )

tomorrow i will make pancakes featuring fresh fruit, chocolate chips, and whipped cream, take a bike ride, watch eternal sunshine again, and flip through my sketchbooks. with who? with you.

inspiration is nice.

I got five letters today. Two were from my dearest father, two were birthday cards from various family members, one was from dearest amy creyer, and one from dearest bieris. The bad thing about letters though, is that as soon as you’re done reading them you are very lonely. I keep wanting to just wander around my house and be comfortable, or ( Read more... )

and elliott smith is playing in my head although i haven:t listened to him in months, and my why reed essay consists of me saying that i don:t want to go to college at all.

want to send me something nice for my birthday? or does nobody care at all?

my address is in the memories of my journal.

when it:s stormy outside, they slide big pieces of metal over my windows, blocking out all light. and my breathing sounds like tv static and the two clocks in my room tick me to sleep. and i look good in pictures but not in real life, and i get inspired by movie previews ( Read more... )

disregard previous entry ( Read more... )

so today as i was walking out the school gates, rearranging my hoodie and being completely normal, it hit me.

i'm in japan.
i'm in motherfucking japan.

how the fuck did i get to japan?

this is motherfucking awesome.

and now i'm really happy.

i think that was adjustment kicking me repeatedly in the face. and my birthday is in six days.

so i guess the best thing to do when you:re cold and nervous and anxiety filled is to fantasize about things that you really want to do. like make pancakes ( Read more... )

Today=the best day ever. I woke up and applied carmex. It was motherfucking cold outside and the light was so early morning perfection. I spent my morning writing letters and memorizing kanji, which I’ve decided to love with a passion. Had art for two hours, realized that I don’t mind all that much wearing a uniform anymore. All in all the ( Read more... )

excerpts from my boyfriend:s application to study abroad ( Read more... )