things are different

[radio_signals]

i feel bad. i feel badly about the fizzle; the dissolution. i feel worse about the indifference. i've always assumed something drastic would splinter me from my friends. a period; not an ellipsis. it had to end. everything does. everything i adapt to will end. i was just as sure that i would marry meredith as i was that friends were permanent. only

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[__wade]

you're a girl

[radio_signals]

no, i'm a man, you're the girl.

[__wade]

lollll

[foreignphone]

you're doing this to yourself.

[radio_signals]

yeah, i know. i thought there would be a few things that i could always see myself wanting; some ideas of mine that weren't likely to change. but did.

i just can't feel it anymore; at least not like before. and it seems heartless to force it for the sake of continuity.

but i know i'm doing it. -z

[woahdmo]

there is neither good nor bad but thinking makes it so!

also, are you in gainesville this weekend for jeremy's?

and, happy birthday.

[in_my_sailboat]

shit happens.

and happy birthday as well.

BEWARE THE IDES OF MARCH!
that's you, zaki.