there is something a little foreboding about this feeling. there's a lot a play; all of a sudden i am able to strip down relationships & looks with ease. i am no longer fooled by the past or my better judgment. my first though is usually the one i skip over, but it is the most simplified and profound thought. in sobriety, with the world layered and ( Read more... )

if a painted wooden cross, or the concession to chance,
is all that there is to ease sorrow,
then i'll accept my lonesome path,
and this feverish sadness will last.

i lived in a lake, and found out it was a sea,
so i learned the winds, stood 'neath full sails,
and a flag of my beliefs,
but my certainty had blinded me,
the sails and sea was just a

when you got friends like mine ( Read more... )

has anyone else noticed the thick fog that rolls in at midnight ( Read more... )

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i feel ostracized. I am displaced. I've just got heavy eyelids in lakeland, and no reason to get out of bed. I've got no friends, and the feeling that fleeting youth has rolled over towards remembrance of youth. Nothing to wake me up; just more to put me to sleep ( Read more... )

new song? wtf?

this semester is done & i've got two portfolios to prove it.

i have a whole month off, which mean i get to have fun with my camera again.

almost one-hundred rolls of film- check ( Read more... )

i've always wondered who was awake at 6:30 am besides people over 30. I mean, i have stayed up and been awake, but that was just by happenstance. but here i am, awake now it's a little after 7 am ( Read more... )