death cab was definitly on the oc last night. how speldiferous. i got some new cds yesterday. SCORE. including WAR ALL THE TIME, if you think thursday sucks whatever i dont care AIGHT. anyways so dans working tonight... i dont know what im doin... i wanna go to best buy or to payless.... oh the possibilities... OH YEAH.. i was gunna go ride my bike ( Read more... )

god i wish i could just be with him im so drepressed i dont even want to go to the play anymore but my mom hasnt even come home yet and i told him i had to be home at like 1230... this sucks a lot...
i love him

Ooh I need your love babe ( Read more... )

i really dont feel like doing my homework but i have to.... i havent done it all week, today after school was a catastrophie sp. i needed this eco book and i havent had it for two tests already and we went to south suburban and it turned out to be like 85 fucking dollars for a BOOk. i just wanted to cry. oh and i did. im fucking so mad at my ( Read more... )

+ Full complete name: Victoria Jo Zylstra
+ Name your parents call you: Bickay ( Read more... )

im not very smart. i like to think that i am sometimes haha. i dont get good grades either but i most definitly could. I dont have this incredible massive vocabulary. and use words like MELONCHOLY. whatever that means. but im very complex. in other words i drown in my own insanity from time to time. and i like to add to it by intoxicating myself ( Read more... )

god i feel so ahhh.. this is how i feel ZDSVJKHF834HSDAHaHHHHHhkvfy34hr37431 g%$*&*^&*^&%^$%^GFFIYTT^&(R$( ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty fun went to TEDS! my new favorite place to go. haha with all the old grannies and grampas. but anyways we went with nancy and jim and then they left and we got shayshay and we drove around fer hours on end then we saw paul and steve dorks! lol jk.. and they chased us down and squirted us with that car stuff for the windows... ( Read more... )

ok so i calmed down. and did nothing all day but paint.
and dream and talk to dan for a little bit.