my entire life has changed forever this week ( Read more... )

so it appears four months have passed since my last entry.

there is a new vacancy in my life (_________________) <-boyfriend...

i am a sad girl and it is as though every drop of emotion of any sort has been strained from my body.

my eyes are burning.

lately my life has been seeming to make a turn for the better. i am making decent money doing to daytime bartender routine. i get sick of having to force the early bedtime upon myself but my mornings have more recently turned into playtime of sorts. daylight and a fuzzy brain ( Read more... )

i have been bored out of my mind down here for quite some time. i am, for some reason, just now taking notice to it. i mean, i have done the same shit every day since i turned 21. it's sick. i need something new and intriguing with which to waste my time ( Read more... )

drama free crew in full effect as of this point.

i can blame alcohol for most of that talking without thinking.

but i can blame michael st. andre for the rest.

lying ass sack of shit.

just left vernon's house. too many manly-man jokes. i don't lean toward the femenism side too often, but all of that was simply uncalled for.

isn't it amazing how a person's tastes change over a short period of time?

----i am not even sure that i have the energy to fight the good fight any longer.

most of you know that i am a server at ruby tuesday ( Read more... )

after many hours of traveling on the interstate, i am home from the great state of georgia ( Read more... )

goddammit ( Read more... )

after all of this excitement about leaving mississippi even on a one day road trip, it seems that my hopes will fall. i get a text at 3am or so saying that there is bad news. dammit...i just want to forget everything for one fucking day. i may go anyway, just to get my think on and clear my head.

'bravo erin..she doesn't even compare' <--vernon's ( Read more... )