heres a song i wrote its pussy but i was board ( Read more... )

i haven't realy updated in awhlie cus no one reads my site so my brothers going into surgry witch is a good thing i hope but idk you fuckers suck idk i'm board up my ass so what ever

my brother might have to go into a major surguy soon one that he could die in and my parents are trying to deside to have him get the surgry or not i hope they make the right choose but if i snap at anyone well its cus i got a lot on my mind

i'm soo fuck'n sad man like today i had a night tennis match i lost thats not y i'm sad i am pissed i didn't play well at all i mean like idk i keep killing myself but i'm sad cus my dad didn't come to my match like he hasn't made it to any of my games like i understand after noon games he's at work but it was a night game i no he had a meeting ( Read more... )

the smashing pumpkins are the only thing that talks to me and makes me feel good ( Read more... )

in a few weeks will be the anniverasrey of the Kent state shootings it was when the national guard shot into a crowd of PEACEFUL protesters (over the vietnam war) and killed four kids 3 were not even in the protest but were going to class in in memory of that here's the neil young Ohio witch is about the shootings ( Read more... )

please forget if you read the entry befor this it was just a psyco moment i had just those thoughts were overwhelming i took a shit load of radom pills last night but half hour later i ended up just thorwing them all up anyways but i'm glad i did thorw them up now i guess but anyway thanks to the 2 people that cared enough to call me i ( Read more... )

this is my last writeing ever i think its just the way it goes ( Read more... )

the people i make up in my head talk to me its funny cus there my best freinds they make me feel better cus i make them make me feel better they've been there for me they talk to me they talk me out of things you fuckers just sit there and throw out fake pity they make me smile more then you fuckers do they understand me ( Read more... )

i'm haveing some problem its just i need to tell some stuff but to scared to tell cus its just the stuuf u no its stuff like stuffing at thankisgiveing but idk what i should do ( Read more... )