i guess i've done and said all that i can and its out of my hands now
i'm scared
i just cant stand the thought of losing her...

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well tonight went better than i thought it would. went to jessica's, watched Constantine (better the second time around i think), talked a sec., then went home...

just holding on...

why do i always realize i've been such an idiot when its too late... i swear, if theres one mistake i've learned from this year, its this one... i dont even know where to begin to explain how it feels. why does it have to be so complicated?

i just wish i could erase what i've done and pretend like it never happened...

it hit me last night at about 4 AM... i guess this was gonna be harder than i thought...

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got back from the beach at about 1:00 - 1:30 last night so as to avoid saturday morning traffic. jessica came over today and we watched the last part of "Death to Smoochie" (hilarious movie), and i showed her the pics/videos i took and had taken at the beach. hopefully i'll soon remember to figure out how to post some of them here. jordan's ( Read more... )

as you may have guessed... it was cloudy today. andrew went kayaking, and that about sums up the beach activity for the day. i read a lot of The Simarillion today, which is good. saw a movie called Momento, which was REALLY good. so yeah... leave some cloudy day love.

real good day today, beautiful skies, not so crowded beach, and excellent skimboarding. its actually gotten kinda boring... skimboarding by myself, i've already landed almost all the tricks i know, and i even taught this kid that asked me how to do a trick... oh well, still a really good day. no seashell as of yet... i wrote some lyrics yesterday ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i leave for the beach for about a week and a half, i'll be back on the 16th. so wish me good travel luck and what not (no traffic and such...), and that i get a lot done for the EP (lyrics and such), and that i score some sweet shots of me skim-boarding.

leave some love, i'll miss ya (yep, that means you jessica)